Haha, there's this Love Calculator thing on facebook that I really think that I like. But I dont think its very accurate cos it said that my parents only have a 35% chance of being together. Love Calculator website said they have a 99% chance lor... I think the thing is a little screwed. Hmm... Worse of all, me and another girl is 86%. Hais. Haha, at least Daniel and Clara is 88%. 

I think Love calc webbie more accurate lor. Hmm... Lets try... Me and that same girl, 48%. WOO HOO! But Daniel and Clara is only 44%. o.o Hmm... :( But my parents is 98% so... Hmm... Either has to be inaccurate.

Hais, got to go AI on Mon, Tue and Wed of the holidays. Thursday have to go meet MK for remedial. Thu Night, got TKD. Great holiday eh? Most of it is gone. :( Awwww....

Hmm, today was quite interesting la. School is so...

Yeaterday's sunset was so beautiful. I took some pictures. All in my phone. Too lazy to upload. Maybe next time ba...

Woo Hoo! Tomorrow going Sentosa for class outing that most people are going to skip. I dont even know what I am going there for... :( Hmm... See how la. Anyways, when was the last time I actually got pocket money? Keep forgetting to ask. Hais...

Bye. :D

Great! Now some guy whom I think is addicted to sex thinks that sex is
disgusting. What has this world become? I think that I do trust what
he says but... WOW... Anyway, chatted with this guy on MSN for quite a
long time and thinks that he doesn't ignore me like he did in the
past. :)

And, woo hoo. I'm going to get screwed by Dong tomorrow cos there's
chi. :D Still haven't buy zhuo ye. Hehe.

Yay! its going to be sports day soon... hmm... It is going to be fun!
Haha. I like sports day. :)

Hmm.. I think I need a new phone cos mine is screwing up... Oh well..
Kinda expected. My phones are jinxed.

Ok, bye!

PS: I need MH gold and quick! Donations please

--
Zhi Yang

woo hoo... these few days hav been happy abd sad at the same time. im
moving on with life but really want to help bel. yesterday, i went
back to phpps and found out that harry smokes. he's a very good friend
of mine, but it didnt hit me that hard as compared to her smoking.

phpps was so fun... i saw some of my old teachers and they seem to be
doing fine. :) gave lls her present but was so sad that i did not know
what to buy for lee lao shi. hais

and i'm so freaking jealous of caius... bel always gave excues
whenever i ask her out. freak of nature. its time for her to return my
heart...

after phpps, went for a drink with zhi wei and jing yang. so many
memories flooded back as i chat with them. we used to be such good
friends... must sms them more often from now on... ;)

i got to go...

--
Zhi Yang

Feeling so pissed ever since this morning. The bloody CVL wanted to call my parents to comment about my progress. I totally hate it when he does that la! SHEESH! Then, remedial is supposed to be from 12 - 1pm but he rescheduled it to 10:30 - 11:30. That means I must off laptop, go remedial then on again when I come back. What a waste of time. And I think he held us back 10mins more than he said he would. :@

During the remedial, Nikhil super pissed me off cos he moved away n refused to teach me maths, making me have to ask CVL. I dun think CVl would wanna call my parents if I had not asked for his help la. So, its all Nikhil's fault. 

Hais, I hope that Huang can give me the 500K gold soon la. :( I cant I'm losing to Bev even though she just started playing MH. Hais...

Oh yea, I think Lina Li appeared in National Science challenge
yesterday. I didnt watch but daniel said so...

--
Zhi Yang

Gah! I hate this english class. I really hate it! There's this guy
from another class, Fi borrowed his WS to copy n everyone said his was
nice. Nikhil and Jordan said mine was as bad as his shit handwriting.
How obvious can it be that I have much neater handwriting that that
toot face?

And the time has come where I'm being ignored again. Sheesh! She only
sent me 1 SMS in the past few days. Really sad and wanna cry again.
hais.

TTFN

--
Zhi Yang

Haha, its been so long since I last posted. i think I must remember to post more regularly. I was just thinking, if I make this blog private, then I can mention names... So, who ever that wants access to this blog, like MSN or SMS me to tell me.

 

On Friday, we had 4 hours of free time and I was late for Chinese cos I went to the canteen and forgot the time just before chi. Haha, and Dong didn't even scold. :D

 

Sat, I went to science centre super early in the morning to do the photo taking thingy for SAMC la. i was supposed to take like 700 over photos in 3 hours but I only managed to take 300 in 3 hours and I took loads of crap cos there's just nothing else to take. Hais, so stressful. I loved the RGS and RV teams cos they were so nice la. But I dunno how NUSHS finally managed to win. Still...

 

Then, I went to SYFC after lunch with Eric and Yong Kuan at the Science Centre McDonald. So sad la. we only got to fly 3 rounds cos of approaching rain which is like... la. :( And also, so sad cos the SYFC super cheap canteen is closed forever. :( Hais, that place is really sucky now. I don't think I'll go there for anything other than flying.

 

On Sun, went to aunt's house for party. Most of the relatives on my mum's side were invited but I think I cannot remember half of their names at least la. Diu Lian.

 

At night, went to Singtel J8 to complain about my phone. Quarrel with the guy until he agreed to check with higher management. I think I'm switching my Singtel plans to Starhub cos the Singtel customer service really sucks. D:

 

Hm... Then in school today, History was quite ok but I almost fell asleep in maths so many times cos maths was just plain stupid. CVL is just so hopeless. :@

 

Hais, I gtg. Bye!

--
Zhi Yang

Hais, yesterday had the stupid physics common test. I think it totally sucked la. It wasnt that hard but it took up the entire LUNCH PERIOD! :@ Grrrr...

Then I went from school to east coast for nothing then I went Bt Timah. So horrible la. Saw Sean and Bryan Lim when I was on 173 going from Clementi to Bt Timah yesterday! :)

I think I need to update my blog more regurarly.

Haha, Bev was so surprised when I told her yesterday that I was going to the gym. Its like erm... Not a secret?

Today was not too bad. 2 hours with CVL was spent on MSN messenger and sleeping. GOSH! I LOVE SLEEPING AND MSNING IN CLASS! :DDD

GTG

Haha, today mentoring so funny. We had to do "punishment" for hating our classmates and wanting to change class. Its like LOL! I dont want to change class and I dont hate my classmates. 205 ROCKS! But still... Punishment meant musical chairs. :) Then me and Nikhil had to snatch chairs n in the end i lost to him. :( Haha. Then I think there was a video of us fighting. It was so funny and it looked so wrong. 

Then, we had physics. Today Li Lina quite nice la. Then we had Mentor Group (MG) lunch. So funny. The girls 1 table, the guys 1 table. I wonder how was that considered MG lunch lor. Haha. Li wanted to have class outing. Hope can stay over night at resort. :DDD I want to go Sentosa for class outing. :) In the end Li said consider next time. But I think must book resort earlier if not no space. :( That would suck...

Had maths CT today. So stupid la, the calc section. But the non calc section is the best! So super simple. But I think I screwed the last question up cos I think I got the tan30 wrong. Hais. Sad case la. :(

CCA was totally... Cos we took out all the planes n everythink and were ready to fly then it started drizzling. That was so sad case la. Then Soh gave funny lecture about the lightning with all the facts WRONG. What a teacher. Haha. Then, we did foot drills. SHEESH! YFC must do foot drill meh? Where got like that one?

Then went shopping with Kenryk and Jordan. Haha. Didnt buy much la. Watched TV as usual later then just MSN n Facebook lor.

GET WELL SOON DARL! BEV U TOO! :D

--
Zhi Yang

Ahhhhh... I totally want to have a Mercedes S600 Guard when I grow up. It was featured in Breaking Dawn n I think I so want it. I just saw its video for it in youtube. Hais, MB USA dont stock. o.o Havent blogged for so long! 

School was nice. So was NDP

Chem Prac ROCKS!!! :D

--
Zhi Yang

I super hope that Windows 7 will come out faster la. I've been waiting for, erm, forever? Hais, must wait until October 22... :(

Anyways, yesterday went for CCA, and I got to fly the electric planes which were super duper fast. Mr Wong brought with him some Malay instructor that thought the plane was too fast for him. I think I was the only one who got to fly properly as the winds were super strong. Haha, everyone else crashed every single plane there was to crash, even the instructor. :D

Ok, bye. :)

Oh well, so I'm on MC till Fri, and i think Mr Wong is no longer on leave. So, haha. So happy because there's finally YFC to look forward to. Then, I think I will go back to school on Fri cos I dont want to miss YFC. Or Thu cos there's only 1 period - English.

I got the Omnia 2 on Sun - More than the Omnia I wanted - so I'm pretty happy. I chatted a lot with her on Sat n that's about it. So pretty sad about that...

Been doing Facebook quizzes. I made 1 about me. 7 super hard questions. Only Jeremy managed to pass so I think it IS pretty hard after all. Please go do it! Thanks. :)

Bye. 

--
Zhi Yang

The past few days had gone so fast that I did not know what really was happening. That is so scary. I have come to learn many values including some that have been taught to me long ago, that life is never fair and that the truth sometimes hurt. It is the last time that I'm going to consider this and that my answer is still no. Wasting my time is inevitable as there is just too much time to be wasted. Getting hurt again and again by the same person is also inevitable. I am not sure how this had happened but I am not willing to end this torture as I know that I will be the one that regrets this. Choices have been made and I have regretted the choice once. I am not willing to regret again. Oh my Angel, come out from your hiding as time will tell all. 

Fri: Nikhil had gone home on the second temperature taking as he was having a fever. Having stayed close to him for the past week, as he and Daniel have been sick, I am now having a high fever as well. I hope that I will recover in time for the lunch tomorrow, only to get a fever on Monday morning. XX also got the fever therefore, I think he will miss the Sunday lunch. :) That is the only good that has come out of this fever. 

Last night had been unwillingly spent on doing my english. It was fun but nevertheless, I got scolded by my meddlesome parents who insisted that I get more rest and ignore my homework until I fully recover. I'm wondering if I will get infected by H1N1 because the week worth of MC is definitely appealing. :) Still, the two hours I spent doing english yesterday was a much more enjoyable experience compared to the two hours I had spent with CVL on Thursday. That had angered me a lot as CVL was most definitely more unbearable compared to 2 of my nice classmates. ('V' seems to be worse than CVL so she is not included)

Today, I signed into my facebook account to find that a very special friend had signed up for facebook. I found that the most surprising as I thought of her as one of those who would not waste her time on things like facebook.  \

I think that is all for now as I have finished all of my english (Even though I think it needs a few more paragraphs), but I do feel like going to rest as this is really bad for my back which is aching by now.  

--
Zhi Yang

Today was quite nice... Some super private things happened today so I won't post... (Nikhil you know right?) And erm, today only had 1 period of lessons, English! :)

Then, had stupid Maths crap with CVL. Sheesh! Horrible la. Hate him to the core. I haven't hated a teacher for so long. And Nikhil went home today because his temperature hit the roof during 2nd temperature taking today. So sad. D:

That's all... :)

Ha ha, I totally forgot that Friday was my mum's birthday. So when I woke up, the first thing I did was so scream at her. Also, I'm thinking of making this blog private but it will be a very evil thing to do. Not like I post personal things up here or something...

So, today, home alone. Parents went out, separately... Dont know what time they will be back either. So, I'm totally bored. Blog-hopped just now. Visited the facebook pages of all my friends but still bored. :(

I have no idea what 'I' wants from me this time but 'I' has been much nicer to me since, yesterday? I suppose that's good but with a hidden agenda?

Then, Friday night, at 9:30 something, I actually asked Sheryl 2 watch HP6 with me. Like what was I thinking? She's supposed 2 be in the forgotten part of my brain, somewhere so deep inside that she is not part of my memory. Maybe I need more time...

So its confirmed, HP6 with 'NK' on Wed, 2:15 showing at Shaw, CCK. No parents permission yet but I'm 100% confident they will say yes. Ha ha.

I think I'm going New Moon with Sheryl as well so... Depends on whether 'I' has time to go with me. I have no complains with going with Sheryl but... Its not the right thing to do but neither is it wrong... I don't know, my mind has been split into 2. Anyway, anyone can tell my when in this year is New Moon coming out? I'm feeling too lazy to go google. :P

Lol, later going to cut cake. Mum will be coming 2 fetch me, meaning Dr. Hang is going to come out of his office again? Haha, he did that the last time my mum came so I presume its the car.

Oh ya, its so stressful posting in proper English and not using short forms.

I should be doing maths homework now but... I kind of want to do facebook notes. Not really addictive but really funny.


Too bad not everyone can see them. :) Its nice to keep somethings private at times. YAY, 1 post without resorting to short forms. :) And, my paragraphing is really good. :)

Hais, this few days had been pretty sad... Lol, Fri sb's bdae... Tmr, cake... nth else...

Ok, I'm thinking of getting the i900 Omnia cos the reviews 4 the jet turned out substandard. The Omnia less laggy. Or is there sth not laggy?

No Boundaries

Lol, promised dis in my 2nd last post.

Hais, I just realised it has been a wk since I last posted. Or mayb more la. Lol, oh well, the wk went past so fast. Now I realised I've been talking 2 'I'. Sry... Anw, my hp bill came ytd. Lol, break record. Oni 1894SMS 4 the whole mth... Dat's how less i talked 2 'I'. Used 2 b 4k+. Haha. Singtel must regret giving me free unlimited SMS. :) But actually, my mood now is :( la. So sad lor. YAY iPhone 3G S ytd. Now using. But i kinda lk the landscape keypad more den the portrait 1. The portrait 1 is a killer, keep typing the wrong thing. Ok, nx hp is 26 or 27 Aug... :) I'm getting the jet or the ... I'm at SE website now, choosing phone. Budget, NONE! Haha, In ur face, :) Ok, I dunno y I'm putting so many smilies. I'm rly feeling sad now. Hais, lis 2 Kristy, r u doing ok. I wna change name 2 'I' r u doing ok... Lol, rly miss 'I'. Hais. I wna c 'I' on mon. :P

This day must be in the top 10 list of both my best n worst days. Tdy SIG cancelled so din go... Woke up at 11 den plsyed GOF 2 4 aonther dunno how long. Den ate slow bfast den lazed around, played more GOF 2. Den, went take laptop frm car, saw new Bentley bside car... Abt 12, booted up laptop n talked 2 'I' on MSN msgr 4 a little less den a while, which sux n rox at the same time... Den went 2 bathe. JJ had no ballet tdy so went Swensens 4 lunch at abt 2pm. L8r, went library n saw some relative of mine, den went Ah Ma hse 2 pick up grandparents 4 dinner.

Had dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen in Junction 8... So stupid la. Parents ordered den gave me menu den ask me wat i 1. Den, told me cnt order alr cos ordered too much den cnt fin. Den wat's the pt of asking me wat i 1. Thank goodness my grandma was there so i complain 2 her den got 2 order a dish. N guess wat, HA! All the food was fin. Actually 1ted 2 go SE Service Centre b4 dinner 2 get my hp but dad said go aft dinner. Aft dinner, close le. Which stupid service centre closes at 7:45 pm? Stupid la.

Dad's hp oso spoilt when we were at library just now. Sim prob. I tot SE sux dat bad. LOL. But by the time we decided 2 go Starhub, it was too near closing time so decided against gg there. Sent grandparents home den i went home. I was furious by the time i got home. Cnt take it so I went gym wif dad. Just ran n ran. In the end, 1km in 3 mins. Dat means 1.6 in 4+ mins n 2.4 in abt 6+ mins right? WOW, i was so motivated by anger. Haha. Now in much btr mood but... Not dat good mood la.

I was just thinking abt last Nov. 'I' n I talked so so much... 'I' told me wat 'I' was doing n whr 'I' was w/o me asking. Now, dat dun happen. Oso, when "I's" bored, I'll get SMS saying Bored 2 death le la, Talk 2 me. But dat was so last time. Eva since I asked 'I' if I was the oni recipient of dat SMS, 'I' stopped sending dat. I think dat was a wrong move lor. Actually, 'I' n i barely talks now. So disgusted. think 'I' is purposely torturing me or sth, knowing how much i need 'I'. Whr got dis kinda ppl 1?

Hais. Life is so stupid. I think its far frm not fair. Not fair sounds so good compared 2 how I'm feeling now. Whoever dat's reading dis, I NEED A NEW GF BUT IS UNWILLING 2 TWO-TIME/ BREAK 'I'. In other words, I dun need a new gf. Oh wat m i talking abt? 'I', just treat me btr n stop torturing me. 'I', my love 4 u has no boundaries. But, haha, 'I' dunno I hav dis blog so 'I' dun read it.

Byes

AURGH!!! 'I' ILY. Oh well, seems 2 hav broke budden... Oh, dats supposed 2 b good. But its unconfirmed so... Shouldn't count chicks till they're hatched.

Dis is pratically how I'm feeling now:

Haha. I rly luv my timetable. Lessons end at 9am tdy. Oni 1 period. N 2 think dat every single thu aft tdy 4 the whole sem will b lk dat. Everyday, except tue n fri (When got CCA), I can go home at 1. :)))))

Now gna play NFS. BB

Haha, so Mon night I went AYGOC wif Nikhil n my dad. :) Gna post the pics up here once i feel unlazy enough 2 transfer the pics frm my hp 2 laptop... Den, ytd, wasted 2.5 hrs in front of the com doing nth other den fb. Fb is such a waste of time. :P Tdy was quite interesting. Dan came back 2 sch a day earlier but I do hope he's feeling well. Den 'I' mentioned last night dat ''I's" phone was gna get confiscated so I'm still awaiting its return. Lol, as if its a person. Just now slacked frm afternoon 2 evening. Den watched TV n did maths. Played lots of GOF 2 as well. Think its gna kill my eyesight. :(

Seriously, I wonder how many times I'm gna watch Harry Potter 6 in the cinema till I'm sick n tired of it (Oni 4 a day)... Lol, gna watch Transformers 2 wif Jord tmr w/o parents permission. Hmm, i cnt rmbr if any of my relatives noe abt dis blog. :P

TTFN

Nikhil rule balls!!!

So i dun think I'm getting my new laptop. :( So wat 2 do leh?

Worse of all, my W705 spoilt n i'm so not used 2 dis leyboard le.

TTFN

Woo hoo. Finally can blog on my phone. Parents went europe w/o me n my sibs... Its lk hais... :'(.
So i got 'I' back... Dat was lk last mon? Or was it last last mon? I noe its on the 15th dat's all i can rmbr. N g so beat eric in bowling dat day as well... Oso on the 18th... :) eric is starting 2 suck at bowling. Oh well, sat went 4 SIG super early in the morning oni 2 find dat the stupid flight demo has been postponed. :( but still got 2 fly. :)
Den i went 2 c hannah montana on the 13th... I noe dat cos it's 2 days b4 mon... N i sent 276 sms 2 'I' in a single setting dat day. 'I' actually 4got dat we... Oh well, got 'I' back 2 days aft dat, so dun make a diff.
Parents coming back soon... Lk on de 24th. :'( i'm so enjoying dis freedom. Hais. Least "I's" parents came back tdy. I'm lucky la i suppose...
Ok, TTFN

Gotta be somebody for me out there. Must stop doing wdv I'm doing. I'm rly gg no whr. Thx Bev.

The past few days hav went by so fast. Things r starting 2 become norm agn. There's nth else dat will kill me. I've been through so much.

On mon, went 2 c MVA wif Darren, Andrea, Jer Min, Isaac, Bryan Lim n Sean. Andrea n JM didnt sit wif us n the movie was stupid but kinda funny oso lor. Mostly is gals n kids watching. Must b stupid showing time. L8r went arcade wif isaac n played some stupid racing n shooting. Dis time i used auto n won isaac lk hell. :)

Tue, went competition. Must Thank Ru Shan cos he got himself a DQ 4 dat heat so dat I can keep flying. He can b selfish n make me crash oso leh. In the end i oni do 15 laps cos the plane got prob as 'El' happily crashed it b4 me. Den aft the heat went fly more 4 prac.

Wed, competition agn. Dis time, got top 10 n since they taking the btr score, YAY! Ru Shan got a pos btr den me but i kinds feel lk he deserves it 4 wat he did ytd. 'E' was flying wif a stolen engine, a much btr 1 so he got 4th. Damn him.

Thu, did nth much. Cnt even rmbr wat i did on thu. I think I read a book n chatted a lot wif 'I'. Dats all lor

Fri, Went 4 the F50 ride. Quite stupid but agn, its a once in a life time kinda thing. Flew to Batam n around SG. The supposingly 15 mins flight went 50 mins overtime. :) Den went home 2 slack. At night go west mall shop wif parents.

So long no psot alr. Lol, YAY so happy. In the end PTM dun nd go. :). GTG

Ok, so life without sch has been pretty boring. I spend my time reading novels instead of playing com... I nvr lk playing com anw, den do nth.

Ytd the movie was interesting. Got a huge popcorn as usual n shared wif 'N'. He was so furious dat i cnt fin the thing, as usual... Then the movie sucked la. Stupid show, waste of money. 

Then, went arcade. Played some stupid racing game n keep losing 2 'N'. It was oni l8r dat I realised dat it was cos i was driving some stupid manual car while he was driving auto. I tot manual was supposed 2 b faster... But he cheater la. Blah. 

K. Doing dis is so boring. But I think I'll tag numb frm YouTube 

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
?Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me

With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

AURGH calling Singtel now cos my bloody W705 cnt conect 2 my hse internet. Its so bloody irritating la. Everywhr i can surf except in my own hse. Now Singtel tells me 2 call SE. Damn la. Shit

Ok, so life goes on even w/o 'I'. YAY. Proven. :)

L8r gg c X-men wif 'NK'... Ok, I gtg. bb

Yay yay, exams ended. Tdy, went Cal's hse. Den went movies wif JM, AM, JTeo, Cal, BL, YW n Sean. Watched star trek. Not too bad la. Oh ya, got JM's hp no just now aft the thing. She's so black now. Lk Murugay. Haha.

Ok, so exams still not too bad la. Liked it when CVL said pens down just now. Was so happy la. He just let us off right aft collecting the papers. Dun even wna count. LOL.

So, I'm getting over 'I'. :) YAY. Still, Thanks Bev. :) W/o u, so many things wont b poss. If u nd any help, just ask. I'll help if its within my power 2 do so.

So, a week of no sch. GG slp over frm wed 2 fri. :) Mon gna c X-men wif 'NK'. Lala. Tmr gg SIG. My schedule is sooooo packed. But if any1 wna ask me out, I'm sure I can c if i can go. Wai Yin, not the class outing thing. I'm def nt gg. :) 'NK' nt gg either. \

K, I gtg. TTFN

Ok... I'm breaking wif 'I'. This happened in the past wk. We broke, got back together n brole agn. Wow right? Lol... Its damn heart breaking. But least I'm breaking her dis time. Its so sad la. :(

Enjoy dis. Its to numb myself.

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how

I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised

It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

Oh well, so it all boils down 2 an iPod Touch. Cnt even settle 4 a 8gb must get a 16gb meh? So unfair la. I dun even noe if i should continue doing dis. Oh well, both ways, I'll end up regretting dis. I'm purposely putting dis so dat the ppl hu reads dun understand a single word of wat I'm saying. Except 4 1 or 2... Those hu noe, help me decide la. 'El', u def dunno so dun nd 2 kpo. TTFN

PS. If u ppl visit dis blog, pls tag. Ty

Noooooooooooooooooo. I typed these words as an SMS 2 days ago, a faithful night. What happened, I may nvr say. The truth is too shocking but not unforseen. The past few days has been worse den hell, death is my only wish. Nth can pull me together agn but 1. I hav been drowning myselve in songs. 4 diff songs with diff themes. Ty 2 the person that helped me through these v diff times. The last song, the 1 dat i didn't lis 2 in the past few days is 4 u. Thank you 4 helping me all these while, even aft ur help is now useless. I feel so indebt 2 u 4 the rest of my life. Thank u 4 being in my life. 

The 1st vid: A little too not over you

You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth

I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh) 

Here's the 2nd vid: My life would suck without you

Guess this means you're sorry 
Your standing at my door 
Guess this means you take back all you said before 


Like how much you wanted 
Anyone but me 
Said you'd never come back 
but here you are again 


Cause we belong together now, yeah 
Forever united here somehow, yeah 
You got a piece of me,and honestly 
My life would suck without you 


Maybe I was stupid 
For telling you goodbye 
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight 
I know that I got issues 
But you're pretty messed up too 
Either way I found out 
I'm nothing without you 

Cause we belong together now, yeah 
Forever united here somehow, yeah 
You got a piece of me,and honestly 
My life would suck without you 

Being with you is so dysfunctional 
I really shouldn't miss you 
But I can't let you go, yeah 

Cause we belong together now,yeah 
Forever united here somehow, yeah 
You got a piece of me,and honestly 
My life would suck without you 

Cause we belong together now, yeah 
Forever united here somehow, yeah 
You got a piece of me,and honestly 
My life would suck without you!

And here's the third: Over you

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

The final, to the person who was always there to help: Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away 
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away 
Well I never thought I'd say

I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away 
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you 
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather. 

hmm, i tot 'I' was ignoring my sms cos 'I' was trying 2 preassurise me 2 giv the touch. Seems lk I was wrong cos i agreed but still ignoring my sms. Hais. Sad

Sheesh, can anw1 understand how I'm feeling? My SMS 2 'I' r being ignored. Sheesh. Anw, Happy Birthday Darl. Bah, so pissed n suicidal now. Shall stop here. BB

I'm dying

Eew, life w/o 'I' is so horrid. 'I' is coming back tdy but i think phone still not returned. Lk so sad lor. Hais. I managed 2 live the past few days... Barely, but dying if i dun chat soon...

Oh well, I got a SMS from 'I' saying that 'I' is back. :) Finally no longer dying. 'I's' phone was returned for a few mins but got confiscated again for god knows what reason. Its so... la. Lol, feeling btr as I MSNed with 'I' 4 a while lor.

And 'JJ' got my cookie confiscated cos she was playing it when she was supposed 2 b studying 4 exam. Sheesh, now she refuses 2 get it back frm my dad 4 me. I dun think I'm eva gna get it back lor. OMG, I got it back anw... Lol, Its lk I've edited this post 3 times tdy... World record or sth

Oso, I 1 the W705 if its not laggy lk the few new SEs dat I recently owned... Tell me if it's laggy, those who used it. Thx. :)

Urgh, n Norton is lk messing up everything in my login la. All the websites now cannot log in. I dunno if its norton or IE8 budden... The thing oni happened tdy. Wonder wat's gg on...


Oh well, so life sux as usual. TTFN

Cross country

Aurgh!!! Its lk 'I' went 2 Bangkok so cnt tok anw, so lost la. Its nt the 1st time, but everytime we stop talking, i feel lk killing myself. This time is no exception...

Tdy went cross country, b4 we can do mass walk, it started raining den we had 2 go car park. Its so... 'N' n i lis 2 music while waiting 4 the rain 2 shop. Then we went Thompson plaza 2 shop. Bought curry puff, 8gb thumbdrive n a coldplay CD 'SS' had been asking 4...

Then went Ah ma hse 4 n she bring me cut hair... Now, at home n feeling lk dying. Yea, chatted w/ 'JT' just now so its lk tdy not too bad la...

Hais so super sad la. 'I' hp got confiscated by mum cos the bill was too high. Its so sad la. Now cnt talk dying alr la. SAVE ME!!! I DUN WNA B LK AVRIL LAVIGNE IN ANYTHING BUT ORIDINARY!!! Sheesh.

Bah, was doing the which elite sch r u quiz in facebook agn. It totally sux la, I mean it gave me some stupid girls sch agn. So unfortunate dat its a sch dat i dun wna b reminded of... So bloody sad. Hais, the last 2 days has passed so fast dat i didnt even noe wat was gg on. Another weekend has passed n its coming nearer 2 my exams. So sad la... N the 1st sub is 2 days aft 'I''s bdae. kinda sad la... Everything is all so sad. Wonder if anything nice is eva gna happen... Oh well... GTG chi now. cya.

Lol, I think 'I' n 'NO' is quarreling... Dun ask y but I just think so ok...

Anw, ytd night 'I' signed in 2 MSN just aft I signed out so didn't get 2 tok. Well now toking so bb

A wk since I last posted

So long since I last posted. Eliot's complaining... Hais, I've been so bz these days la... No time. Most of my time is spent talking 2 'I'... Its a good thing ok...

So confirm that MX is performing in the Asian Youth Games (AYG) '09 Opening Ceremony (OC). So I'm gg c him perform. :) But daddy wants 2 tag along n i dun 1 him 2. Its cos i wna sit w/ my P6 friends. If u were in JOY6 '07, must go. Tix oni S$10!!!

Lol, life's been gr8 la... More hw den usual but still ok. :) All thx 2 'I' lor... Hmm, 'SEP' seems 2 hav gotten over 'I', at least dat's wat he said when I asked him la. Dunno if he's lying... But I would think dat he's speaking the total truth. Its not nice 2 doubt a friend lk him n I got no reason 2 b doing so lor... Wdv la

So I fin the geog project on Sun alr. Its lk urgh a whold day in utd sq, doing geog project. In the morn, we did it on a chair outside McDonalds. Den 'N' had 2 go 4 piano so it was just me n 'CY'... not too nice but we still did a good job. Den 'CY' had 2 go somewhr n 'N' came back. By then, I was so hungry alr la. So 'N' n I went Swensens 4 lunch. We 8 the same thing so we just split the bill in half. So perfect... The bill ended up 2 b lk over $2o/ pax n the waiteress refuses 2 serve us till we asked her 2. If not she was just standing there. Oddly, service is alw ok when I go w/ parents... Biased la the waitress... Some more, no a/c cos it spoilt den 2 of the 5 ice cream favours we ordered oso dun hav...

So aft lunch, we went Toys R' Us 2 get some cars 4 the lots view thingy... 'CY' came back n was so furious. Aft dat, we went 2 cond't the thing outside Cold Storage. den oso many ppl stairing. i suppose wat we were doing wasn't sth dat u can c everyday... So we all spent dunno how much in just the model. Sheesh. 'N' n I spent the most. Least we did a gr8 job n I think we did v well. :) Was just reminded dat 'N' n I made a fool of ourselves there just aft Toys R' Us. I took pics but 4 fear of strangulation by 'N', I cnt post the thing up. :(

Hais such a long pot. Must go do other things alr la. TTFN

Hais, so I suppose 'I' is sleepig or sth, dun seem 2 b replying 2 my sms... Sheesh. So its lk damn. 'MK' is so vulgar la. Dur chem keep saying ass... Hais, I gtg. BB

Hais. She luv me, she luv me nt. So sad la. Hais, changing my pass 4 all my acc now. So happy. :). Its no longer my o 1. YAY. But its still the o 1. The same o 1. So I dunno chng 4 wat... Wu Liao. Stupid sch e-mail dun let me change leh. Sad la. Its so stupid la. Hais. So back to the topic... She luv me, she luv me not... Ok, conclusion, she dun luv me. Hmm, wat m i saying?

Haha. 'N' is such a gundu. The things he does... Hais. I had fun too much fun. Rly, sometimes, there r sth dat u dun dare let ppl noe. 

Oh well, ytd sent n received more den 250 sms frm 'I'. So happy. GTG

LOL, tmr speech day so no lessons. But still gg sch cos I nd 2 geog project. Den gg watch Fast n Furious 4. WOW. I lost count, I didnt even noe 3 is out... NVM, so 'I' is still not happy even though 'I' got the 2 albums 'I' wanted. Sheesh. Dis kinda ppl. K, I GTG. BB

Lol, just posted in the Joy6 Blog dat Cal has a new GF. Sheesh, he's starting 2 treat girls lk commodities. Hmph. Hmm, the new 1's called Hannah or sth. Think he watches Hannah Montana huh. Lol... Blah. So bored now in the sch com lab. 'I' n I hav nvr been btr. It all started on uh, Fri?

Hmm, still dunno wat 2 get 4 'I's' bdae. I think 'I' 1s sth damn ex as usual. Sheesh. Ppl lk 'I'...

Blah think I wna try out twitter... But might b crap...

Hmm, talking of the Jo6 blog reminds me dat LLS finally accepted her invitation 2 b the admins. :) dat's another person 2 help crap. :):):)

Hais, so bored now lor. Having CCA n 'I' is watching some bball match. Hais, raining so cnt fly. Sad la. Nvm... The point is dat... Well, chi rox tdy. Ok, 'DY' is definately getting nicer aft she kana complained twice... Physics was kinda ok... Got back physics marks. Its lk 57%... So its a C+... Sheesh, worse den maths... So seems lk I'm pretty sucky oso...

Well, I was just told dat I'll get 2 fly dur the NUSHS open hse on the 18th April... Swt... Hais, another day gone.

'N's' thumbdrive lagged my whole com n I still dun hav anti-virus insatlled. Dat sux cos I think its infected alr. Cos my com said another account slready exists on this network... Hais. It all happened aft 'N' plugged his thumbdrive in. Sad la... So bored now so ta ta 4 now!

WOOT. So 'NO' became the luv guru. He's starting 2 b able 2 teach ppl how 2 get a gf n everything... Blah Blah.

So accidentally sent 'CY' sth she wasn't supposed 2 get. Soo embarrasing. Sheesh. Hais...

Ooh, talked 2 'I' a lot tdy. :) But the tooting cookie crashed agn. I think its cos of the 8GB I put in ytd. Either dat or I'm supposed 2 off the phone b4 taking out the tooting mem card. Sheesh! Such a stupid hp.

Maths was stupid... Geog I almost fell asleep. So the maths c test results came out tdy. So it was lk err, 68%. Not exactly gr8... Pity.

Chi rox! DY actually praised me! The best thing is dat she said dat 'E' is starting 2 slack or sth. Oh well, got drenched while gg home tdy n it rocked.

Hais, physics was so hard. Then I asked 'E'. He was a bit of help. Aft I talked 2 'I', it totally helped. :) Wish can bring 'I' in2 the exam hall. Den I'll get full marks. Lala. GTG, bb

Lol, n I tot ytd was the last time dat the blasted sch pond would b involved in sth big n messy. Oh well, Jaz threw Yong Jen's (Typo?) sch bag down frm the 5th floor 2 straight into the pond. Way 2 go Jaz! I wont dare 2 do dat. Lol, just cos he irritated u.

Hais, decided not 2 mention abt mentoring but... Hey, 4 the poster thingy, our grp was the oni grp whose poster wasnt cencored or sth by Madeline Lim/ Chen. :) So it wasnt porno or anything in any way. Least me n my grp had some sense. Oh well, chem prac was wonderful. Dan n I did the prac together n dat was sooooooo nice. :) even though we were 1 of the last 2 fin n we had our break abt 30 mins l8, I still find dat we had a v enjoyable exp.

 

'E' n I went 2 complain abt DY agn. So sad I actually didn't wna go but was still dragged along. So 'E' still haven agreed 2 join my team 4 SAFMC 2010. Hais so sad la. Still, I'm making him join. Or else... Grr

Ok, so 'E' was super bzbody n he went 2 c 'El' wif me. Shit him man. I tot it was supposed 2 b jus me n 'El'. Hais. N 2 think dat I could hav spent all my time w/ 'El'. 'E's' so shitty la. Ooh, FPS was kinda fun tdy. So we ended lk 1 haf hr early. Den I went West Mall 2 get a mem card 4 my new cookie. WOOT the thing crashed aft I inserted de thing in. Grr... Still... the 8GB oni $33 n its working agn...

Hais, still, dunno if I shld blame LG. Ok, So need 2 go do the FPS hw alr.

Oh well, dis morning chatted with 'NO', hais, so pitiful dat he still dunno wat 'I' was doing 2 him. If oni he knew. Hmm, 'El' was wondering wat he'll do if he found out... So aft I chatted wif him, hmm, seems lk he still dunno. Phew, or I'll b so dead by now. Lol, how long can we keep it frm him anw? Deception... its definately not the nicest thing... Wonder if I'm being deceived by anyone.

So, 'E' seems to b serious abt joining my grp 4 SAFMC. But I dun think he likes the fact dat 'N' is oso inside. Hais, I just dunno y he says dat 'N' cnt b trusted n everything... I personally think dat 'N' could... Oh well, 'E' is being crappy as usual. :)

Hais, still doing some stupid file transfer... I'm still trying 2 get my compaq running everything it used 2 b running... But it'll take time... Gg 'El's' class...

Lol, dur Bio tdy, we had a 5 min break at abt uh, 3:10 or sth. Some ppl frm my cls went 2 play net ball. The thing was dat I wasn't there but frm wat I heard, the ball fell frm the 5th flr 2 the 1st flr. So Jaz went 2 1st flr 2 get the ball... Hmm, frm wat I heard, it was kinda interesting cos the ball was in the pond n Jaz went 2 grab a tree brunch dat was hanging there 2 'Tarzan' to the ball... But, the thing broke n she fell straight into the water. WOOT, white blouse n all. So I think she got totally wet or sth so she chng 2 her PE clothes.

Lol, so did the 2.4 tdy n I told every1 dat I vomited when I so didn't... Lol, gtg 2 my chem...

YAY!!! The F***ing c t finally ended!!! :):):):) Lol, so happy. Hmm, 'E' is standing behind me now n i dun think he's too happy wif El's design... 'El', pls c dis n kill 'E'... ok, Still, 'I' n I hav nvr been btr... But still... I think it still can b btr... Hmm, 'El' think dat was 4 u 2 c...

Been toking a lot 2 'I' ytd so there goes my bill cos i got unlimited sms 2 starhub users:)... Hais, the new TV n Laptop still haven get yet so i think I'm gna murder my parents in their slp, just as I promised... Just, when would it b a good time 2 do so???

Hais, SWL became our new co-mentor. N I still haven't fin the physics hol assignment so... dots, die la...

Then, the bio c test sucked la. i think i'll hav trouble getting my A's le lor. There goes smsing 'I'. So sad. Lol. Bio nx lesson so gg get it frm FTT.

C test tdy

YAY, got back my chi test results n i got an err, 35%. k, dat totally sux. But come agn, 'E' got uh, 26%... Maths tdy was chicken feed la... So simple think can get 100. :)

Mugging l8r, now still crapping in sch. LOL, still 1 a cookie. Its totally out of stock. :( haha mood swing... La la. Tmr gt Bio. Dun think can do well so... Die la. Unless the paper is super simple lk the maths 1. But i dun think its possible so...

4gt it la. Aft toking 2 'I' 4 abt 10 mins pratcally dun nd study le la. Will end up toking 4 the whole day. Lol, waste time huh... Mm, but 'I' is inspiring. Haha.

Ok, gtg study le. Bbs

Hais, com crashed hrs aft the last post. Now its up n running agn. Need to study 4 my ct. Its right aft the hols. Oh well, promised 'I' I'd study so there's no turning back now. :) Looks lk I'm gna get weird marks 4 my ct. Mtg 'MK' tmr 4 chem remedial. Its gna b shit. Still haven fin the chem assignment dat was due uh, Jan?

Die la. Has been toking 2 'I' a lot these days so dat means our relationship is getting btr right? Lol, no time 2 worry dat not. Still... Complements... Ok, so looks lk its back 2 the books so ta ta 4 now!!!

Ok fine, Life sux. Now supposed 2 b break but CVL saild he's coming in. Idiota la dat guy. Nx time he does dat I rly wna bash his balls. 

Hais, 'El' is being super funy n annoying at the same time n i'm so bored cos 'I' is still having lessons n I dun wna disturb or wait 4 super slow rply. Ok, so now I'm still damn bored. CVL was assuming dat the cls rly sux cos its lk he asked us 2 stay back dur break 2 lk do some stupid maths exercices dat took err, 30 mins? He sux la.

Hav been toking super less 2 'I' these days n it sux la. I'm so missing 'I'. 

Stupid SAFMC plane, broke into millions of pieces yd n a few more pieces tdy cos of some stupid ppl. K, dat sux. Now, CCA. Gr8 time 2 blog. Still... \

He he, wonder if JTYX still lk Bev. Or CL... Mind my own business btr la :)

bb

WOOT, things seems 2 b happening so fast. Too fast 4 me anw. So I survived 2 days w/ almost no sms frm 'I', n has learnt 2 appreciate somethings more. So, blah. On bad terms w/ 'E' agn, dunno y la, mayb cos its jus boring not irritation him. But hey, truce lasted 4 a wk. :)

Tmr finally starting C test, but its oni eng n chi. The rest must wait 4 hols 2 end. Den its C test 5 days straight. Blah. So... I still hav nt gotten my new: Hp, laptop, fridge, TV n DVD recorder. Wow, dat's a lot of things I 1. Lol

'I' 1 a iPod touch 4 bdae. Ok, so I was thinking the camera sounds lk a btr option. Dat pampered spoilt brat. Lol. Thank god 'I' cnt read this. Blah. So boring

So, I'm bored. 

Lol, the Joy6 07 blog so sad lor. I was just there. Total crap. Must advertise!!! Lol.

Anw, ytd was so interesting la, at the Nan Hua there gt war relic, which was a bomb, den we gt 2 leave sch lk 3 haf hr early la. :) swt. I hope everyday oso gt. Grr, I just found dat the bomb was actually found on Mon evening at abt 5:50pm. Dat's so crap la, should hav just let us skip sch. :(.

Ok, so I missed the Bio thing cos of the bomb. YAY. Den went 4 hair cut.

Lol, watching cars now, so loving. Ha ha. Ooh, so sad.

Oh ya, I'm so totally addicted 2 the LG cookie n "I" wont but it 4 me. :(

YAY! Finally nt l8 4 sch tdy. :) Oh damn, the stupid Ez-Link care replacement exercise is not POSTPONED!!! Oh shit, I h8 LTA. Ok, so CVL decided to believe the cls dat there is chem frm 10:30 - 11:30 so nvr giv extra maths. Hais, tmr gt Maths cls test.

Ms CC sux too, gave us our break lk err, 10 min l8 when she oni asked 4 another 1 - 2 mins. Shit her la. dunno wat happen 2 my finger oso lor. The index finger on my left hand is do shit painful. Having neck ache oso. Damn.

YAY! Ytd SMRT called 2 say dat my K770i has been found!!! :) But the oni thing is dat its not @ the SMRT Depot, I think its in Woodlands industrial park E9, at least dat's wat the SMRT guy said. So dunno when i can go tke. Ooh, '4gt' 2 tell parents dat i lost it still... Lol,

Stupid 'E' bugging me agn so I gtg.

Bad bad day

WOW, Tdy I lk lost my precious k770i. Ok, not precious bt I luv it la. So... K, I'm sure I lost it in a SMRT taxi, SHB133U I think... So nvm. I'm getting a new hp, just dunno when. I'm thinking, not so soon... Sch is fine, Wee just resigned so its lk cry cry. Dunno y Jaz h8 Ms Lim so much. She's as nice as Wee wat... 

Blah, now waiting 4 Wee to come. She said dat she's coming but she's totally l8 la. Hais, Teachers... Boring. Blah

Oh, Ms Wee just went off, so she brought her baby den its lk so cute, he was sleeping n drooling @ the same time. Reminds me of 'XY' when she was 4 mth o. Lol, babies r so cute, think I 12 adopt 1 alr. :). So Wee gave her MSN n toys... Blah. Interesting... 

La la. Supposed 2 b doing CVL's maths task thingy... But I cnt think now so blog lor. :). Blogging is so brainless. :) Agn. Dad's tongue is lk swollen den the doc says its cos he bit it. Dunno how a bite can make it swollen... Its so crappy la the human body...

Anw, the maths presentation actually looks good cos of 'D's wonderful err, animations. Ya, the pic of the heart dat i made. Looks so good. Lol, I folded it myself n 'I' wanted it. 

Of cos, i gave it to 'D' who helped make the maths ppt look so good. Lol, it was actually the animations. 'D' said he nvr got it leh, even though 'C' said got put in2 the box 4 delivery... Ha ha. Anw, met wif 'I' ytd at PHPPS. Damn la it was drizzling den had 2 go out of the cozy bus stop. Dunno y 'I' lk the rain so much. Grr. 

Hais, sch tdy was quie interesting oso la. L8 4 sch third x this term. Another x den get dp lor. So its lk I so dun 12 b l8 this term agn. Nx term is fine la actually... The counter thingy resets ma. Then 'E' was sanding the wing of the plane n the foam dust or wdv its called flew on2 my bag. Lk magic lk dat. Lol. Mummy came sch 2 fetch me so I didn't hav 2 get drwnched when it rained just now. So seems lk she can b nice 2 me as well... Ha ha. 

Just now took pics of 'A'. She looks so cute la. Lk a baby. Hmm, she is a baby in some ways. Lol.

YAY, changed blogskin, so now I'm not racist. Lol, nvr was actually... 

Another Monday

I dont lk mon lor. Cos its lk 'I' goes 2 sch an hr l8r den usual, therefore, wakes up an hr l8 oso. So got less time 2 tok in the morn. Den I 4gt my bloody tie so had to go home n get it. That caused me 2 b l8 4 sch by lk 2 mins. Grr. 

Sch was ok la practcally... Found out dat Daniel let me in2 the Maths grp so YAY lor. Bio sux la. Made me tyoe till hand pain. Lit oso. 

Go home, rd papers, same as usual, boring as usual.

Ya, paid 'E' $42.30 for the SAFMC foam cutter n the batteries. Bloody hell. Batteries cost more den the foam cutter. Heng 'Popular' gt Discount.  

So bored now, so help myself 2 a line frm Garfield, I HATE MONDAYS!!!

CVL

Its lk OMG!!! I totally h8 CVL lk shit lor. First he ask me go 4 the "half an hr" make up lesson cos i missed lk a day of sch on Thu so its lk 1 hr of maths, he ended up taking lk 1 n a haf hr. I rly h8 him 4 dat man. That arsehoe. Then he wants to call my parents to tell them dat my maths sucks shit when its actually gd. Worse of all, he expects me 2 go 4 remedial lessons 4 lk 2 hrs every fri frm nx wk till lk exams. WLW lor. Call parents can le lor. Lk i dun nd do anything else lk dat. There goes all my FSX time in sch n my 2 hr break. 

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That was 4 him.

On a happier note, he haven call my parents yet n so YAY YAY.

N Jaz did sth damn funny 2 the lyrics of Check Yes Juliet by We the Kings. Sensitive nature due 2 the party involved. But Huang will appreciate. lol

Facebook

Nikhil dat dun even blog actually signed up for facebook, its lk shit la. n E is a complete faggot. And, I'm feeling feverish. YAY Dad is coming back tonight. :)

V day

Lk dunno how long ago, actually 2 days ago, was V day. I spent it in total boredom. Lk 'I' had Tuition, bball training n dunno wat else, cnt even mt. Horrible lor. Got lk 9 V day msg lk 6 was frm boys. N horrible la. Sheesh, Horrible is lk my fav words now n 70n% of my fav songs were lk totally sad. Grr.

E's stupid laptop

Damn la. His stupid comrepaired in lk a few sec, ok la hrs. But still... ITS TOO FAST!!! horrible lor. now totally bored n lk "i" is in a much btr mood. I lk it btr dat way. :) "J" is so bad lor. Go mention me dunno how many x in her blog. Grrr. 3 oni la. On the 1st pg dat is... Horrible oso. Nth is nice. Other den "I" dat is... haha

So long nvr psot

Life totally boring la. Feeling less happy den the last post. haha but still a little of the joy is still there. ok this is total crap. So cond't crapping la. 'I' asked 4 a W595 4 val day. Xiao hor? LOL actually, i asked 4 the ruby black 1. Hais, dat got 'I' angry. Sheesh. PPL. Ai ya, type till angry le la.

LOL!!! E's 'infailable' laptop CRASHED!!! YAY!!! So happy XD

Chen's wedding pics

N thinks he's unknown. At least i noe him. Go 2 here 2 c Ms Chen-Lim's wedding pics

A mth of posting

I hate to say that i have not been posting for just less than a month now. So, here goes,

8 Dec, went bowling with E & D. D was so bad that i felt that it was ok to lose to E by a mere 2 points. That was so stupid. Daddy & Mummy came back on that day. They took lots of pics. 

Then a skip in time where I'm doing less than nothing.

Quarrel with my mum everyday. Its like she wants to kill me by making me do all the assignments.  hais, I was happier when they weren't around.

Another skip ... 23 December

Went to catch a movie with Cal & jav. They were still nice guys but Jav has those pimples on his face, more than the craters on the moon. EEW... Twilight was interesting n i rly wanna get the DVD or sth.  Vampire rules. 

Went arcade with the 2 kiddies, n wasted my time. Jav was such a good driver, as good as Cal is bad. Ha Ha. I'm gna b killed.

Later was back to playing DM with CP. Boring as usual.

25 Dec ...

Merry Christmas!!! Christmas was so boring, At nignt, daddy actually brought us to a Hawker (I learnt how to spell that from I) centre to eat. EEW, it was so hot & stuffy. Mind u, i was sitting under the fan. Boring Christmas otherwise. Blah to the gifts.

26 Dec, Parents went out with my sibs, so i got the chance to post. Better go now or they will kill me when they get back.

Bye

Club Penguin Playing

So boring today. went to play club penguin wif CP. That must have been the most boring thing ever. Asked I to play but I dun play. LOL, i mean, who my age still plays? Well, I noe J does. ha ha.

CP is so irritating, he keeps asking me to let him play on my laptop. Cos of Ah Ma, i've got to agree. So bad. Well, so i listened to Avril Lavigne's The Best Damn Thing and Let Go. 2 of my fav CDs. She rok. Well, so does My Chemical Romance. Well, oso played Monopoly with CP. Got to study tonight i suppose. Monopoly is so boring. CP might play DM with me l8r.

So, watched TV, the same show as wat I & E watched. Now i watching DM. Well, boring. CP turned the vol up till so high dat i've just got to turn it down. Irritating. Well, i've got to clear my sms inbox & outbox

So, i gtg. Watch TV le

Boring day at home

Boring. thats the word. then the internet is laggy again. Stupi* 

I said abt some Satanic (Pokemon?) theme song thing, sth abt playing it back words saying I luv u den dunno hu ... lol

Watched star wars in the afternoon after a very full lunch. After that, nothing to do, i did the two things that i hated the most. 1. Watch Naruto. 2. Blog. Boring day la. No 1 interesting online. :(

Y! msngr

Boring la. I'm the victim of a laggy internet connection. The speed is always lk 18-24 mbs but it lk load the first bit fast then the rest damn slow. Dunno y. Trying to be lk I, lazy pig. The fact that i'm not born in the yr of pig dun help. HAHA

LOL, so I added me once she signed in. I was lk WTF!!! What happened to internet security. LOL just finished small steps for the dunno which time. But interesting. I asked me to watch 300 Spartans. LOL Interesting compared to AVP. I watched 1/2 of it. LOL, I'm beginning to be able to take more then just PG rated Violence & Gore movies. LOL Some disturbing scenes r ok. 

1ted to treat I to movie but she dun 1. LOL. Quarantine, thats wat i think she'd lk. She's so in lv wif V&G movies. LOL, cos of her, i think I'm getting addicted oso. LOL. Anwys, I said Winx sux. LOL. I dunno how true, but 4 her, anything w/o triple murder rok.

K, bb 4 now, got to SMS, watch 300 n try to get sleep.

PS: I dunno dat i hav this blog, so keep it frm her. LOL

Class fund

LOL, I just found out that the 105 class fund is like $40. Dats pathetic right? Yea. Esp when its actually negative $40. LOL. So, its damn stupid la. As long as i'm not the person that pays for the Short change. LOL, I'm asking N to volunteer. Ha ha. He has a bloody rich father. :)

LOL, tdy got a new e-mail for fun. anoymous.person@yahoo.com.sg. Used it for the Yahoo messenger. Used it to add I & Fi into Y msngr. Fi accepted instantly. Dun she noe dat she shouldnt do dat? So much for internet security. 

Jaz Petition

Let Jaz stay in NUSHS by clicking here

Dead blogs

The last 2007 class blog is so dead, so is the 2008 class blog is oso dead, mine too. Ha ha. Must be cos i nvr post. Hais, every1 pls visit www.joy6.blogspot.com thx. 

I is starting to be nicer these days. Mayb is cos i promised to buy x-mas present. Lol.

N oso, dun 1 go c the Winx club wif me. I noe its girly but at least its fun. LOL. So, hope to be able to c Beverly Hills Chihuahua. LOL. Mummy sure wont let me go 1. :( 

Enough for tdy. bbs

Dunno when i'll post again now that i got my offline "Blog"

Link u to this ... http://www.gv.com.sg/moviedetails/gv_moviedetails_7773.jsp

slow FSX

Today FSXing with E then his com got some kinda prob. Cant do things fast 1 lor. So happy start of a 4 day hol. YAY

Then E's com really got problem. Cos he cant even taxi onto the runway properly. Oh wait, i think that that is his problem and it has nothing to do with his com. Wats with him today ...

YAY

Exams finally over lor like so happy. Went out with MX & Cal go c movie. JT, I am so happy 4 him. He is sick & cant go CCA. U noe wats he is sick with?

So stupid. Headache. ONLY. Then he say that he got a fever. What crap la. He say that his fever is 36.3 deg. 

HSM 3 was nice la. Wanted to c it with ... ans ILJL bt both didnt wanna go. I think ... went last mon. So sad. Rly wanted 2 go wif her

HSM 3 so sweet lor. hahas. MX looks funny. dots on his face.

hahas bb. 

Daniel so shiok

Title said it all. So shoik lah. So pro. Mass destruction.

Thu Maths remedial

bloody fungi seen frm a microscope.
Lee lee so damned funny lor. Oh yea. thats a

No pork

Nikhil hor so damned funny leh. I show him no pork wif all the MF subs, den hor he say dat hor he dunno how 2 read. If that isnt stupid, wat is that. den hor, he still say dat he dun like.

Nicer view

Nice view huh

Urgh

The 105 blog had been deleated and there is a new blog in its place. The stupid thing is that all the fond old 600 odd post were also gone. Cant bring myself not to hate the person that killed the blog ... Ai yah. I want to add a song to my blog too. For who? Myself.

Exams over

Aurgh exams are over yet the blog is still as empty as ever! Wat do I post. Well ... Nothing! Lame ... Still there is nthing 2 post. Hope dat all is still well!

Annoyed abt the class blog

The class blog is getting out of hand. we have 103 posts in abt 2 mths! that is crazy. average of 30+ posts a month! is that mad?

I got so fed up ant that pop up by Jaz that i really dun 1 2 go back again! Cant every thing jus stop?

LLs's blog is also getting boring. She has not updated for over 1 mth. isnt it boring to read n reread the same post again?

I am goin 2 b driven crazy by the ppls in my cls ljk Jaz n Jord. Jaz is so baby n jord actually ljk her. But still, i must adnid that she is preetier than other girls that is in 105. Still ... I am goin crazy also as Jaz 1s 2 buy barbie dolls 4 L wif the cls funds. If it was her $$$, it would b ok. fancy wasting cls funds ljk dat.

After writing all this, i am goin 2 sink bak 2 reliaty again!

Never go to noobshitlameshitblogspot.com

Do not visit noobshitlameshit.blogspot.com u cant get out of it unless u go to the task manager n press end task a million times over. never click ok thinking that it will go off. it is a never ending circle. u will just lool, reloop and reloop. Rmbr! Never go to noobshitlameshit.blogspot.com !!! As its name suggests, it is just noob and lame shit. By the way, that is Jazlene's blog if u dunno.

Mar 11

Every thing is boring. Holidays aint nice. so what to do? Well, fly back to Singapore and do nothing. Oh yea. Promised JTYX 3 MY CHEM ROM discs. I was out just now and they did not have any not even 1. They r real good. LOL

5 Mar 2008

Really feel like visiting phpps with all my friends lol of course those from Phpps. Also 1 2 visit ppls like Adriel, Bev and 'I' ... Lol so i 1 2 go but dunno if teachers r free. So ... dunno if can go.

Stil I kinda miss the ppls at phpps a bit So i hope that they can also come. So I am going back on 20 Mar with some people so if u can come pls email me.

So any way life still sux. I am of course lagging weeks behind homework as usual so dun heed to kill me: I am going to get killed by tchrs soon anyway.

Nick downloaded CNC First decade tdy n was playing wif it for the past half the afternoon. So brb (Soon at least) so bb

18 Feb- Morning

Tsren is so crappy. keep disturbing ppls said that i'm going to be dead as I did not study for a non-existant test. And then, Nikhil kept playing barney theme song that is so stupid.

Before the two last posts

Life just sucked

Valentines day

It was nice went out with nikhil in the afternoon the night sucked

School on 15 Feb

Life totally sux. Fiona keep disturbing me such a pain in the neck. Arsehoe