Saturday, May 28, 2011
CCA Exco Outing xD
Saturday, April 30, 2011
A missed wedding
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
One more day
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Funny and interesting
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Open House 2011
Busy Week
Friday, April 1, 2011
Suddenly feel like blogging... O.o
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Year 4 Life
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Looking back at 2010 (others)
In alphabetical order.
1. Beverly, I'm trying hard to write this without practicing favoritism... Uh... You're a great mei and you're someone that I can crap to, pour out all the rubbish to, treat like a rubbish bin and really piss off. :P Cos you know you can do that to me too. xD
2. Cheryl, I'm trying to find a good time where the house is really empty and there is no one to overhear what we are talking about to call you. I shall resolve not to treat you like a bin in 2011 cos thats not fair towards you. You seem to be like everybody's bin. O.o
3. Daniel, you're so funny, scary at times, weird at others. Thank goodness you wont ever see this. But in a lighter note, its nice to have you as a friend, most of the times. :)
4. Hui Xuan, I owe you BIG TIME. Thanks for that day, really. It was the most boring yet satisfying experience ever. Beats everything else. xD Hmm, we should do it again. Next time, she shouldn't pang seh me and go upstairs to eat instead. Assuming that there's a next time. Im not awfully hopeful... :)
5. Nikhil, you're so good cos I can tell you every single secret and every single thought that has ever crossed my mind. :) HAHAHA. Just don't tell anyone anything. You can tell everything to your nerf though xD Thanks for being there for me, every single lunch time that we have break together. <3
6. Ru Shan, we should meet someday to do a photo spam. I shall bring my camera and you shall bring yours. :) That way, we can take amazing pictures together. Also, I should get a 21mp camera. I think Canon has one... ... ... But that would cause my HDD to be filled up too quickly. :) Thanks for sampling my music that time. :)
Looking back at 2010 (302)
2010 went by in a flash and there are just so many people that made my 2010 a wonderful year.
1. Li Qing: You're such a wonderful friend, giving sweets when the exams are coming and whenever we have a test or quiz coming up. You even give away sweets on your birthday because it's your birthday. You are always so kind and helpful. :)
2. Brendan: The American in the class. You take Chinese and I was so surprised the first time I found out. You and Kelvin draw nice pictures. :)
3. Clarence: You're so quiet, during class. But your laughter quickly fills the classroom. :) You're approachable and helpful as well.
4. Gabriel: You're so helpful and so smart. You're willing to help your classmates when they come to you for help in schoolwork. You also have a sense of humor. :)
5. Hema: The class joker never fails to stand up in CVL's lessons to throw something into the bin, clarify something or just walk up to the board to attempt a question. :)
6. Jean: You like hot Korean guys... And you're extremely helpful, having helped me for Maths, just before the maths exam in Semester 1 :) You were also an extremely helpful group partner.
7. Han Sol: You like hot Korean guys too. You and Ji-Hyun did the booth thing that time. Now, we still have $20 Swensens voucher to use, thanks to you :)
8. Jon: Thanks for being such a wonderful table partner for the entire Semester 1. Without your help, I don't think I would have been able to make it through the first semester. Also, you were a wonderful group mate, doing a lot of work, more than your share. :)
9. Murugus: My classmate since 105, always cheerful and showing your contrasting teeth. :)
10. Kelvin: You're approachable and willing to help if anyone has any questions to ask you. You also draw beautifully. :)
11. Ji-Hyun: You being blur at some matters injects fun and laughter into the class. :) You have also been a really great group mate in various projects :)
12. Rachel: You're just that mysterious girl in class that does not communicate much with people of the opposite gender. Im not sure of the word to use. :)
13. Sangheetha: The Twilight fan. I suppose, when it comes to you, your size is disproportional to your smart-ness :)
14. Nicholas: The one in class that always helps keep my temper in check. You have helped me improve on my self control :)
15. Sree: Your love to self praise injects humor into the conversation. :)
16. Roy: Keep up in your soccer skills. :)
17. Punitha: The female mentor rep. Always approachable and willing to help. You always seem to be in a good mood. Keep it up :)
18. Ram: You always have a smiling face, pretty contrasting, just like Murugus. You are also really good in Bio. Keep it up. :)
19. Jia Wei: You were a wonderful table mate in semester 2. :)
20. Sooraj: You're funny and at times interesting. :) Bio remedial with you is interesting
21. Wei Zhang: You are funny and quite chatty. You and Jean make good table partners :)
22. William: You like military stuff and you are at times humorous. You also have a good command of the English language. :)
23. Henry: You're so quiet but you definitely get your stuff done. :) Hope that SAFMC would be enjoyable.
24. Ms Huang: Nice to have you as a mentor again next year. You're a caring mentor that cares for others and listens to the class's opinions. :)
25. Mr Tan: Its sad that you are no longer our Chemistry teacher next year. You're NOT evil :) You inject chemistry lessons with humor and your voice (though it cant be compared to Mr Murali's) makes it hard for people to fall asleep in your class. :)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Exam tomorrow!
Went to school at 7 so that I can meet PPK for Physics consultation at 8. :) PPK totally rocks. xD Kinda Pedo though... Keep talking about R and WQ. Hahaha. I wonder when he is going to get his picture taken with them finally. O.o
So, managed to go through somethings with him before RG turned up. :) At least Im not gonna do badly for Torque. :D Then JC, KK, BD and WZ turned up. PPK was so surprised when he saw WZ. We then started talking crap that was totally not related to physics and I didnt do much on Circular motion. I think Im gonna fail that part for sure. I dont even know how to do the questions. T.T So, PPK left us along to crap. After he came back, he learnt that YY and R has been together for sometime already and he went on telling us that last time when he was in HCI, there was no such things going on. Hahaha. So funny. And he thinks that YY and R are not pei.
He left us alone again and we started talking about RG and Panda and F to A. So funny. Haha I thought that Panda and F to A are the same person. Apparantly he likes both of them. >< Then we invited PPK for class outing. xD
PPk had to leave at 11:30 so we left at about 11:10. :) Went to student lounge to play. BD wanted to sleep at the sofa but saw a lizard jump off the sofa after lying down. Actually heard him swear. SC leh. Bad example. Hahaha
Then went lunch with KK, BD, RG and WZ. JC ate already so she went back to the lounge to mug bio. Ended up talking to WZ after he finished his food instead. Wonder how much she mugged before he go and disturb her. Haha
Went for CVL after that. :) But turns out that he pon his own consultation. Never pick up his phone de. Horrible. >< So, totally wasted our time.
Then we went Koi. JC was walking so slowly there cos her shoe too small or something. Hahaha, so fun to pace her. Like crawling along. Reminds me of traffic jam. :P Such a long queue at Koi and the bubble tea freaking ex lor. JC said I cant work there cos my chi not up to standard. Haha. Kinda funny lor, on both aspects.
Finally got my drink. The bubble tea no standard de. Somemore have to queue so long. Hais.
Then CN sent me SMS saying she got new phone with her own money. So surprised lor. She dont seem like that kind of person. Seems nicer than I thought. Haha. But 'I' is still better. xD
Gonna mug bio. xD
Monday, October 18, 2010
I'm like really angry now cos there's this small change of me being late and it's not even my fault or anything! It's like due to some dumb reason I failed to wake in time. And I hate Mondays! Totally! Have to wear formal and still have PE. after getting totally sweaty, we change back to PE again. Sheesh!
Exams are coming. I barely started revising. Just can't be bothered la. I still don't know if I'm changing school at the end of the year or what. What's the point of doing so well this year and being told I'm changing school? Just fail everything la.
And I hate the seating arrangement. CC stinks like hell. Sitting beside him is hell as well. He won't even use DO. And if I could kill NL for each time that he torments me, he would have died so many times that even he himself lost count. And I'm gonna kill him a different way each time.
Maybe I should change school. Go to some gay sch and become gay. Then at least I won't hate the school so much. Why can't I just be in the same class as NK or sit beside someone that I'm fine with?
Monday, July 19, 2010
Had a pretty interesting weekend. No 'I' and no bev. (: no distractions from the outside world at all. Eric lied to me that he was going to SYFC by car. Quite angry when u found out. But Paul assured me that he didn't mean it.
Had quite some fun at YFC. Didn't get to fly CL because if rain but got to play with Mr Yufbi's brand new iPad. (: didn't get to fly the piper for the last time before it's gone though. A little wasted. Finally got my rank. It's now safely in my bag with 4 others. Ha! Now I have 10 propeller. Eric only has 2. (:
Went with Eric and Paul to KFC fit dinner and Eric was really angry because I gatecrashed and he threatened to leave. Oh wells. (:
Just realized it was my mum's birthday. So went to have a birthday dinner with her. (: wanted to go Vivo but daddy didn't want dinner. Went to Sakae instead with JY.
Sunday was equally nice if not better. (:
Daddy went with the 2 kids and my 2 aunt's family for a morning walk. 1st time u was allowed to skip it. (: then went to Vivo for the lunch that was supposed to have been yesterday's dinner. Then went shopping a little before daddy decided to go to Indoor Stadium to collect the tickets for YOG.
The tickets were so cool! I totally love how it looks and feels. (; Nikhil owes me $80. Me the money faced. :P suddenly realized that the closing was in Thursday and Cheryl has tuition before that and she had to choose between tuition or YOG. Thank goodness she chose YOG. Or else I would have been stuck with an extra closing ceremony ticket. :(
Went to grandma house for dinner super early because daddy felt like going. Quarreled with mummy about my laptop again. Oh wells at least I'm still getting it. (; just that I might have to share with my dumb ass brother. :(
Saw facebook after dinner and realized that Isaac asked me to be his best man. Quite happy because I was secretly jealous that he asked bev to be his wife to be's bride maid. :S
Ended the weekend in a happy note. And, I STILL HAVEN'T DONE MY HISTORY HOMEWORK! :P
Friday, May 7, 2010
So, Im going to start posting again now. :)
The past few weeks have been so cool! xD EXAMS AND TESTS! OMG, History tests FTW. xD
Exams just ended today and I am so so bored. And, Im so sad her exams ended one day before mine. She has 1 more day of boredom. And, she still has to go to school. D:
FINE! Forgot what I wanted to post. ><
Today, went out with Nikhil. xD SO FUN!!! We went to watch Iron Man 2 and before that, we had Subway for lunch. For some reasons, I just feel so happy around him, most of the times. :D
Then, when I got home, I realised I have nothing to do. Bored to death liao la. D:
BYE! Nothing to post liao.
P.S, SM, good luck for your exams. :D
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
--
Zhi Yang
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
30 march 2010
Today was so rushed... Had to complete so much work in so less time.
Ik was supposed to give us about 30 - 45 mins for the English but gave
only about 17 :(
Cvl came in twice and allowed us to da bao food up to class. Like
literally food. (:
Then, we painted our projectile launcher! xD love the colour
manzxzx. :P too bad I had to leave halfway...
Spent the rest of the day doing the mountain of homework that was
waiting for me. :( slept so darn late... :(
Tata!
Ps. Will be posting an album of the launcher pictures. (:
Dikirim dari iPod saya
Friday, March 26, 2010
25 march 2010
pass the 5 r.s part that everyone thought our model would fall. Thank
goodness, we managed to go past many other teams from our school. In
fact, our's was the last square model standing and the 3rd last to
collapse. Which I think is a huge feat.
We had to rush back to school after that. There was only transport
from and not to school. Not very bright eh, the school... So we took
196 back and walked across the road.
It was just before bio when we rushed back. Thank goodness it was
break and I still had a little time to grab a bite while still
studying with Jon. (: I won't say what happened in the canteen. :(
Bio lesson was a little rushed as it was a quiz and a prac. The quiz
was really simple except the last part. I'm really confident if
scoring except for the last part. (: prac was interesting too. I took
some pics. (: but I hate uploading things.
After bio was a little break. Thought my laptop charger wasn't working
when it was the mains that was spoilt. Made me so happy when I thought
I'd finally get my new laptop.
Physics make up was after the short 2 hour break. Dr Pek went through
all the questions that was going to come out beforethe test. (: so
that, I'm confident too. (: and, I think that I can score for the
bonus question very easily too, as that subject was learnt in primary
school :D
Tata!
Sent from my iPod
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
March holidays
The March holidays were a complete faisco. I don't even consider it a
holiday at all. I mean, just look at how much work I had to do in such
a short deadline.
On Monday, Daniel and I stayed back till like 8pm to finish our plane
for SAFMC the next day. I accidentally cut myself with a penknife
which I'm hoping isn't rusty or too dirty. But no signs of infection
yet and it's been more than a week. (:
Tuesday was the competition day and my team members and I were at
science centre early in the morning. Even Eric came later than us.
They finally provided power socckets this year. (: watched 2012 with
Daniel on my laptop but didn't even get to finish the movie before it
was time to go as the competition finished about 6 hours early. Went
back to school after that to finish te NEC model. Lots of things to do
eh?
Eric forced me to delete some files on my computer that he claimed
were related to him. But, thank goodness I made about a million
backups of the file so it's going to be hard on him. (: and, not to
mention, my team bear ERIC in SAFMC. :D
Wednesday was almost as bad. Went back to school to complete the NEC
model. Our first prototype went pretty well but I won't say that ofthe
real thing. Wanted to submit the 1st prototype but representative
Queen Koo gave the opponent team permission to destroy it just after
we started on our final model. :(
I totally hated the part when we were going to Sing Poly to submit it.
Urgh.
Thursday was pretty interesting. (: woke at 9+ and got ready to go to
school for the physics project. It was about 10:50 when Jean called
me. I was at the clementi bus interchane at that time, waiting for the
bus to take to school. Then, they decided to go to clementi to buy
rubber band. Walked for a while and it started to rain. I was the only
one with the umbrella so they didn't want to share for some reason...
And, Jon officially became Head Representative Queen Koo.
We didn't get the rubber band but we got some cheapo rubber thing. We
then went for lunch. (: ate at some coffee shop (Jean's idea) even
though there was a choice to eat at the totally packed McDonalds. But,
having had McDonalds for so long, I was getting a little tired of it.
So, ate some noodle thing.
Jon and Jean were sharing saliva which totally freaked me out >.< it's
like so disgusting. Urgh. After lunch, Jean and I took a cab back to
school and Jon took the bus as he was unwilling to rMe the cab for
some reasons even though we wanted to treat him.
So the cool thing was that by the time we reached school, the model
was mostly done and there was little left that was needed to be done.
All thanks to HR Queen Jon :D. So, after we tested the model, we
started chatting about certain things...
Friday was much better especially as I don't have to go to school. SIG
on Saturday was cancelled because of AI. D: Sunday was okay too. And
Monday, backto school again. >.<
I'm mostly done so... Byeee
Sent from my iPod
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Urgh. I might b late for school again. ;( so that would make it the 4th time this term. Very dangerous.
4th time this term. Very dangerous.
I didn't get any homework done during the weekend at all. Saturday,
was a hetic day though Sunday was a little better. (:
Saturday: I woke up pretty early in the morning because I had to go to
school early for my biology field trip to the Botanic Garden. The trip
was pretty fun and I didn't really take as many pictures I hoped to
have taken. Cam-whore fail.
After that, I went back to school to meet Eric and Eliot before going
for lunch together. Eliot wad eating mamee noodles before we went and
we had to wait for him. We went to Clementi central before deciding
what we wanted for lunch. We even tually decided on McDonalds but it
was totally full. We got chided by Eric for making him walk there so
that we could use the WIFI.
In the end, Eric treated me to LJS (: not so bad of a guy after all...
Then, we went so the club jut didn't get to fly due to bad weather. So
seems like we got to fly the simulator Again. Next time, I'm bringing
my laptop.
After that, daddy came to pick me up as we had to rush for dinner.
Dinner was pretty nice and we arrived at the hotel super early. So
went to shopping centre nearby to shop. (: went home super late after
that.
Sunday: Woke up super late. Then had to go for lunch. So spent about 4
hours outside just for lunch. Daddy lent me a book and I started
reading after o got home. Totally no time to do any work as I had to
go for dinner shortly after lunch.
After dinner, I used the com for a while and Cheryl called me and we
chatted for a while. :DDD And I was too too tired to do anything. So I
just gave up and went to sleep. So happy this whole weekend cos I
didn't get any work done!
Byeeee!
Sent from my iPod
Friday, February 19, 2010
Oh wells, I'm going to be late for school again. Like the third time in 3 weeks. I wonder why I'm starting to go late so often. I'll just give some crap excuse later saying that there's some massive jam or something. I wonder what Lim will do to me this time. He has been the most lenient the last 2 times but I wonder if he will be lenient again. :(
in 3 weeks. I wonder why I'm starting to go late so often. I'll just
give some crap excuse later saying that there's some massive jam or
something. I wonder what Lim will do to me this time. He has been the
most lenient the last 2 times but I wonder if he will be lenient
again. :(
Last night wad pretty much spent in tkd and doing my bio plant press. :
( not something I'd spend the whole night doing. But still... I'm
talking to her ad much as pretty long ago which is a good sign? I
don't wanna think.
Tara :)
Sent from my iPod
Saturday, February 6, 2010
that this will only be posted tonight, but I'll be updating this post
as the day goes.
On my way to the air show and was planning to reach as early as
possible. But I don't think that's too possible now cos of the super
long delay. Unless we manage to find a faster route to Changi Airport
where the shuttle bus is.
I'm kind of looking forward to the air show where I can cam-whore :)
of course, it's just planes but...
And to my very good friend Cheryl, hope that things between you and
Ben work out. And, to Hui Xuan, another very good friend, hope that
things between you and your friend works out. I'll be praying for you
two. :) which reminds me, I haven't really been praying every night
like I promised :P
Ah. So epic. Went all the way to Kallang before realizing that I
didn't bring my ticket T.T Thank goodness daddy is bringing it to
Changi Airport for me. (L)
On the bus with Nikhil now. :) the airfln controls were spoilt or
something so I'm literally freezing :( Just took some pics but won't
be uploading on my blog. Maybe facebook.
Just posted on facebook in the Sarhub booth xD
Currently on the way back to Changi Airport. Going for lunch after
this. I think Nikhil wants to eat at Terminal 2. Took many pictures.
As of now, 351 but Im sure that the number will increase as Im taking
pics of my loot later. Gave Nikhil 1 of everything that I got 2 sets
of.
However, I didn't get the cowboy hat that I wanted. :( Neither did I
get to go into any of the planes as Nikhil complained that his legs
were aching.
The exhibition is getting more boring each year. Didn't do as much as
2 years back. Most of the exhibits were so crowded and it was really
difficult to get clear pics of the static planes that were on display
outside. However, the ariel display was way more interesting. Looking
at the 2 reporters that were taking beautiful pics of the planes made
me wish that I have bigger lenses.
The pics that I took of the ariel display were really small. Even
though I took it with full high quality, Im still sure that they would
be too small when I try to zoom in. :(
I'm seriously falling asleep as I type this.
On the MRT, going back to the west now. Nikhil just left and it was
really funny just now. We were playing bubble wrap and he was acting
like a total mad guy. I took the oppourtunity to take a pic of him.
I'm pretty surei won't be posting the pic here but I'll most
definately show it to Daniel xD. He looked so funny!
Oh wells... Before that, we played taptap revenge 3. But, he was not
so funny. He actually managed to own me!
We ate lunch at Burger King and the food was kinda... Maybe it has
something to do with us eating in the airport. And, Nikhil forgot to
tell them that I didn't want to have onions in my burger. Neither did
he remember to change my fries to onion rings. So I didn't really
enjoy the meal.
Agh I still have a ton of undone hw. Can't wait to go home but I'm
meeting my parents in the library now. Maybe after after dinner. But,
I doubt I'll feel like doing hw once I'm home. Heh heh.
Also, I'm having a really bad sun burn from spending the entire
afternoon in the scorching sun. But, it was totally worth it, since I
want to get a tan. Actually, I think I prefer my skin to be whitish
after all... :S
Byeeee!
--
Zhi Yang
Friday, February 5, 2010
fault. Cos I wanna get used to the keyboard.
Today, had mentoring. It was pretty boring and I got to do some physis
HW there. Jon was hdlping me so, kudos to him :)
After that, we had the most interesting maths lesson. Couldnt think of
a lesson that was more interesting. I was so totally intersted. Thank
goodness english was way better. :D
Going to post this then do chinese HW.
Chinese was pretty fun today. Jean sotole my iTouch at the end and it
was so totally embarrasing. Haha
Chem wasn't so bad today... :) didn't fall asleep even though I nearly
did. :) Thank goodness Li Qing offered me some of her skittles to keep
me awake.
Hisory was FTW. Some people from other elite schools in singapore such
as HCI, NY, RI and RGS came to my school for some talk which I skipped
Hisory to attend. Met LZZ and Teoh there. Wonder who else I know is
there.
Byes :D
--
Zhi Yang
iTouch's notes... Oh wells, seems like I'm really not used to this
thing. And I can't seem turn off this thing's spell check that's only
half as good. Don't really like this thing. Seems like a bad choice,
getting this in the first place. Hmm... Other than the 140000 apps
that are available, there's nothing good about this thing... Oh wells,
at least I can listen to iPod while typing this thing. :) hmm... I
wonder how to click on a part of the address bar in safari. Maybe
shall ask bev or daddy later. But I think daddy don't know either.
And, my life is kinda great :) no more of that bloodsucker. :D
School's great too! Only if I can follow the lesson... Thank goodness
for Jon that's sitting beside me :) He teaches me anything that I
don't quite understand.
Tata for now xoxo
--
Zhi Yang
Thursday, January 7, 2010
--
Zhi Yang
how can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb.
without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.
(wake me up.
wake me up inside.
i can't wake up.
wake me up inside.
save me.
call my name and save me from the dark.
wake me up.
bid my blood to run.
i can't wake up.
before i come undone.
save me.
save me from the nothing i've become.)
now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me.
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life.
[chorus]
bring me to life.
i've been living a lie
there's nothing inside.
bring me to life.
frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
only you are the life among the dead.
all of this sight
i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
i've got to open my eyes to everything.
without a thought
without a voice
without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something wrong.
bring me to life.
[chorus]
bring me to life.
i've been living a lie
there's nothing inside.
bring me to life
Sunday, December 6, 2009
why I am going back to blogging. :S
Anyway, on a far brighter note, yesterday had been one of the best
days of my life. :) All thanks to 'I' as usual. <3
Anyway, the past month or so had went by in a breeze... Exams are over
and the holidays are here... Oh well. Not much fun.. :(
I'll be going to China soon and I'll be so disconnected from the
world. :( But Im going to bring my phone so spam me! xD
Ok, I got to go. BYE!
--
Zhi Yang
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Stan by Eminem. He's such a jerk. :(
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Stan:
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Stan:
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Stan:
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; [*screaming*] Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Long Since I last blogged
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Faulty Samsung phone
Friday, September 18, 2009
Daniel's confession
01-09-2009 | 21:32:28 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | GET A LIFE. | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:32 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | huh? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:37 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Get | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:38 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | a | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:39 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | life | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:50 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | y do u suddenly tell me that? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:53 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | I have a life | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:32:54 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Haha | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:08 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | its a dirty job but sum1s got 2 do it. | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:18 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Erm... | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:25 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | what? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:29 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Why're u suddenly asking me to get a life? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:37 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | What have I done this time? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:39 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Nothing | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:33:58 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Lol… | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:00 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Hm. Whats that secret about me that you claim you know? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:05 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Haha | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:22 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | That you're secretly in love with Clara? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:25 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | o.o | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:27 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | :) | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:31 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Im not going to comment on that | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:44 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | state of total diaster declared | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:55 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | hmm... | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:57 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | So are you secretly in love with her? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:34:58 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Simple yes or no answer | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:03 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | state of total diaster declared damage is critical | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:05 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Well? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:12 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | If I were to answer your question, you'll tell everyone. | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:13 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Hahahahahahahaha. I wont tell anyone. | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:21 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | :) | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:19 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Hahahaha | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:20 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Well.. yes.. a little | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:21 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Hahahahahaha! I knew it! | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:23 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Hehheehehe | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:24 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | ok... | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:30 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | I bet you are telling everyone now | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:35 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Im not | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:36 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | haha | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:40 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | Oh really? | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:49 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Haha | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:52 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | Really | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:35:55 | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | DanielOR | :D | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:36:07 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | retry termination | ||||
01-09-2009 | 21:36:17 | DanielOR | My shadow's the only one that walks beside me | termination successful. You have been terminated. |