Hello to all. I havent blogged in a really long time and have no idea
why I am going back to blogging. :S

Anyway, on a far brighter note, yesterday had been one of the best
days of my life. :) All thanks to 'I' as usual. <3

Anyway, the past month or so had went by in a breeze... Exams are over
and the holidays are here... Oh well. Not much fun.. :(

I'll be going to China soon and I'll be so disconnected from the
world. :( But Im going to bring my phone so spam me! xD

Ok, I got to go. BYE!

--
Zhi Yang

Sometimes, you will feel so friendless and alone. Its like even your best friend doesnt want you... Its like such a.... Emo feeling? T.T

Stan by Eminem. He's such a jerk. :(

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Stan:
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Stan:
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Stan:
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; [*screaming*] Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Eminem:
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!

Long Since I last blogged

Its been so long since I last blogged. I really wonder why... The past few.. Weeks? Months? Have passed by so quickly that I barely noticed it passing. Windows 7 have been released and Im really looking forward to getting it along with a new computer that my dad promised. He also promised to get me an Adobe Master Suite 4 but Im thinking that he's making empty promises again. 

I have this weird thing happening to me. The Sony Ericsson Satio has just came out but I dont seem to be interested in getting it. Its like new phones no longer appeal to me anymore. I think that shows that I have changed. 

Some important person's birthday is coming up and I really dont know what to get her. Anyone reading this, please help to suggest... 

I was just watching a video that someone did for his class of 2 years. They are now parting and I almost cried watching it. Its so touching. I really want to do 1 also. It really reminds you and your friends in future of the happy times that you spent as a class. I find that its more meaningful than doing a photo collage. 

Hmm... I really got to go. Next time, I'll post a video here. That guy is really a jerk. Maybe worse. But I gtg. Byes

Faulty Samsung phone

Hey, can you believe it? I've been in a relatively good mood for the past few days. :) I still am.

Ahhh.. I need to ask someone out. But probably not so soon... Hahaha, cant wait for new moon to come out! I really want to watch it! Ahhh, watch it with her ;D

Anyway, I've been sick for the past few days. The whole week only Thu I went to school. :)

Oh well, there's really nothing to blog about unless it includes complaining about Samsung.

Yesterday I went to Samsung to service my stupid phone. The service centre was so nice and empty compared to the Sony Ericsson one. There was literally nobody inside at all. :) They said that they will help me do a software upgrade which I was more then happy to let them do. They said that my phone would be ready for collection in an hour and it was! So happy. Finally the thing vibrates when SMSes come in. But the best thing is that the stupid Settings page still does not work half the time. :(

I want to go back to service it again today. Oh well... That is after I have finished with my hw. Oh, and the flash still does not work. I think it is the bulb that spoilt but the guy was so confident that it is only a software fault. So... He bloody make me waste my time cos I have to go back and repair the shit again. 

Apple has much better customer service la! When you have a phone or iPod or Mac that spoils, they just change the whole thing for you, like they did to Amelia's iPhone. Hais, No wonder apple products never spoil. :D

I gtg, bye

P.S: I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK :D CAN GO SAMSUNG TO COMPLAIN. :D

P.S.S: Hmm... I wonder if this Samsung will be as shit as my beloved W705

P.S.S.S: I TOTALLY LOVE FORMULA 1!

Daniel's confession

01-09-2009		21:32:28		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		GET A LIFE.
01-09-2009		21:32:32		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		huh?
01-09-2009		21:32:37		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Get
01-09-2009		21:32:38		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		a
01-09-2009		21:32:39		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		life
01-09-2009		21:32:50		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		y do u suddenly tell me that?
01-09-2009		21:32:53		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		I have a life
01-09-2009		21:32:54		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Haha
01-09-2009		21:33:08		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		its a dirty job but sum1s got 2 do it.
01-09-2009		21:33:18		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Erm...
01-09-2009		21:33:25		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		what?
01-09-2009		21:33:29		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Why're u suddenly asking me to get a life?
01-09-2009		21:33:37		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		What have I done this time?
01-09-2009		21:33:39		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Nothing
01-09-2009		21:33:58		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Lol…
01-09-2009		21:34:00		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Hm. Whats that secret about me that you claim you know?
01-09-2009		21:34:05		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Haha
01-09-2009		21:34:22		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		That you're secretly in love with Clara?
01-09-2009		21:34:25		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		o.o
01-09-2009		21:34:27		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		:)
01-09-2009		21:34:31		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Im not going to comment on that
01-09-2009		21:34:44		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		state of total diaster declared
01-09-2009		21:34:55		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		hmm...
01-09-2009		21:34:57		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		So are you secretly in love with her?
01-09-2009		21:34:58		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Simple yes or no answer
01-09-2009		21:35:03		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		state of total diaster declared damage is critical
01-09-2009		21:35:05		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Well?
01-09-2009		21:35:12		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		If I were to answer your question, you'll tell everyone.
01-09-2009		21:35:13		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Hahahahahahahaha. I wont tell anyone.
01-09-2009		21:35:21		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		:)
01-09-2009		21:35:19		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Hahahaha
01-09-2009		21:35:20		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Well.. yes.. a little
01-09-2009		21:35:21		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Hahahahahaha! I knew it!
01-09-2009		21:35:23		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Hehheehehe
01-09-2009		21:35:24		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		ok...
01-09-2009		21:35:30		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		I bet you are telling everyone now
01-09-2009		21:35:35		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Im not
01-09-2009		21:35:36		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		haha
01-09-2009		21:35:40		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		Oh really?
01-09-2009		21:35:49		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Haha
01-09-2009		21:35:52		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		Really
01-09-2009		21:35:55		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		DanielOR		:D
01-09-2009		21:36:07		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		retry termination
01-09-2009		21:36:17		DanielOR		My shadow's the only one that walks beside me		termination successful. You have been terminated.

After that unsad break(up)

Hmm... When was the last time that I blogged? Feeling so friendless,
so emo... I really wonder why. The feeling of rejection... Wonder how
it feels, want to feel it again. :( Hais. Life has it's highs and
lows. Im having both at the same time. D:

Seriously cannot stand Clara Kong. She's such a wonderful teacher... I
mean, she asks who has questions and I raise up my hand. So does a few
other people. She says: Ok class, since there are no questions...
Grr..

I really cant forget you! U're always on my mind. :'(. Im always so
emo when I think of you. Now's one of those times. Seriously, I dont
know what's happening either. ~

Have maths soon... Bye ~

--
Zhi Yang

Love Drunk lyrics

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

Love Drunk

Im getting so addicted to love drunk. BLG rocks. But I still <3 Linkin park and Kristy, are you doing okay. :D

Hmm... The hols are so stupid la. Like so boring. I keep forgetting to post even though I promised myself I'd do that daily. I need a personal reminder service.  I was supposed to go see MK yesterday but I think I forgot. So he called me so damn early last morning and said he's going to e-mail my parents. My mum checks her e-mail so less and my dad deletes everything from NUSHS. So... :DDD

Oh well nothing to blog about already. AI just sucked. Found out my senior from PHPPS is also there. He also in SYFC. So went West Mall with him on Tue after AI. He bought some cards thingy with manga pics on it which I think is quite gay. 

I wanna go SYFC to fly on Sat!!! I miss flying CL. Hais. 

Posting the Love Drunk Lyrics and MV. :D

BB

I woke up this morning n suddenly felt like blogging. I still havent tried not SMSing her for even a single day. Even when she's overseas, I'll still text her all the unimportant stuff. This HAS to change. Man! I need to get over her and fast. Another morning came and went and as usual, she was the first thing on my mind. Need serious psychiatric help. Ru Shan! Where are you in times of dire need? Hais... 

Yesterday's bad bad bad sore throat is gone. So happy. I think that's cos I drank like 100L of water this morning already... :D That's a far cry from the usual less than 1L that I drink. 

Hmm... Just made a mh party. Need gold quickly. I just bankrupted myself buying swiss army. Looks like there goes my beloved NVMRC... And I still need to sponsor my sponsor. -.- What logic...

Hais, exhausted all blogging topics. Going to blog hop. Bye <3

WOOTS! Today was sports day. Was presurred to post. Haha. 

Sports day was so boring la. So hot and stuffy... Hate it! Hmm, I dont think I want to go for the sports day thingy next year cos it'll be as bad as this year's. Pon school!

Also went for class outing. Hey, that was the fun part of the day! :D

First, went to Vivo for lunch. The stupid people cant even decide on where to have lunch la! In the end, Me, Dan and Clara went to Long John Silver 4 lunch with other people from 205. Ahhh... Dan was so nice to Clara. Help her buy food. I'm so jealous of Clara liao la. :(

Then, when we were eating, Daniel made me laugh so hard that I chocked on my coke like twice or something. Even Clara cant stop him from making me laugh. :(

Then, we went to Sentosa. Argued on what to do there before going.

Sentosa was so fun la. It was raining so hard when we were in school but in Sentosa, there was no more rain! :D

Went to play amazing race and we were the first team to complete it. <3 my team. :D We did it within 20 mins.

Heard that Dan carried Clara's bag all the way during the thing. OMG! I'm so jealous of Clara la...

Then, played frisbee with Dan and Clara. Was so fun. Clara kept throwing the thing at Dan. So biased la. But I'm a very understanding person. ;D

We went to buy drinks. Didnt see the vending machine that was so near Siloso beach la. Fail sia... Clara paid $2.10 for a can of Coke from Sakae Sushi. I was nice enough to help her buy it but she paid. Dan went all the way to the vending machine at the Luge there. So sad case...

After that, went to another beach to take pics. Haha. Then, went home. :D

Went home the same way as Dan! :DDDD

Tonight is so stupid sia... I now hate my phone more then ever. Cos keeps disconnecting my WIFI for dunno what reasons. Stupid sia.. Hmm... my house internet also kinda gone. I think the phone line wiring got prob la. That day Singtel come to fix the stupid thing now spoil again. And, the phone dont even work this time. :@

Bye!