Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Ok, so life without sch has been pretty boring. I spend my time reading novels instead of playing com... I nvr lk playing com anw, den do nth.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
?Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
Ytd the movie was interesting. Got a huge popcorn as usual n shared wif 'N'. He was so furious dat i cnt fin the thing, as usual... Then the movie sucked la. Stupid show, waste of money.
Then, went arcade. Played some stupid racing game n keep losing 2 'N'. It was oni l8r dat I realised dat it was cos i was driving some stupid manual car while he was driving auto. I tot manual was supposed 2 b faster... But he cheater la. Blah.
K. Doing dis is so boring. But I think I'll tag numb frm YouTube
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
?Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Monday, May 18, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Yay yay, exams ended. Tdy, went Cal's hse. Den went movies wif JM, AM, JTeo, Cal, BL, YW n Sean. Watched star trek. Not too bad la. Oh ya, got JM's hp no just now aft the thing. She's so black now. Lk Murugay. Haha.
Ok, so exams still not too bad la. Liked it when CVL said pens down just now. Was so happy la. He just let us off right aft collecting the papers. Dun even wna count. LOL.
So, I'm getting over 'I'. :) YAY. Still, Thanks Bev. :) W/o u, so many things wont b poss. If u nd any help, just ask. I'll help if its within my power 2 do so.
So, a week of no sch. GG slp over frm wed 2 fri. :) Mon gna c X-men wif 'NK'. Lala. Tmr gg SIG. My schedule is sooooo packed. But if any1 wna ask me out, I'm sure I can c if i can go. Wai Yin, not the class outing thing. I'm def nt gg. :) 'NK' nt gg either. \
K, I gtg. TTFN
Ok, so exams still not too bad la. Liked it when CVL said pens down just now. Was so happy la. He just let us off right aft collecting the papers. Dun even wna count. LOL.
So, I'm getting over 'I'. :) YAY. Still, Thanks Bev. :) W/o u, so many things wont b poss. If u nd any help, just ask. I'll help if its within my power 2 do so.
So, a week of no sch. GG slp over frm wed 2 fri. :) Mon gna c X-men wif 'NK'. Lala. Tmr gg SIG. My schedule is sooooo packed. But if any1 wna ask me out, I'm sure I can c if i can go. Wai Yin, not the class outing thing. I'm def nt gg. :) 'NK' nt gg either. \
K, I gtg. TTFN
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Ok... I'm breaking wif 'I'. This happened in the past wk. We broke, got back together n brole agn. Wow right? Lol... Its damn heart breaking. But least I'm breaking her dis time. Its so sad la. :(
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
Enjoy dis. Its to numb myself.
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Oh well, so it all boils down 2 an iPod Touch. Cnt even settle 4 a 8gb must get a 16gb meh? So unfair la. I dun even noe if i should continue doing dis. Oh well, both ways, I'll end up regretting dis. I'm purposely putting dis so dat the ppl hu reads dun understand a single word of wat I'm saying. Except 4 1 or 2... Those hu noe, help me decide la. 'El', u def dunno so dun nd 2 kpo. TTFN
PS. If u ppl visit dis blog, pls tag. Ty
Noooooooooooooooooo. I typed these words as an SMS 2 days ago, a faithful night. What happened, I may nvr say. The truth is too shocking but not unforseen. The past few days has been worse den hell, death is my only wish. Nth can pull me together agn but 1. I hav been drowning myselve in songs. 4 diff songs with diff themes. Ty 2 the person that helped me through these v diff times. The last song, the 1 dat i didn't lis 2 in the past few days is 4 u. Thank you 4 helping me all these while, even aft ur help is now useless. I feel so indebt 2 u 4 the rest of my life. Thank u 4 being in my life.
And here's the third: Over you
The final, to the person who was always there to help: Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you
Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
The 1st vid: A little too not over you
You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Here's the 2nd vid: My life would suck without you
Guess this means you're sorry
Your standing at my door
Guess this means you take back all you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
but here you are again
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go, yeah
Cause we belong together now,yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you!
Your standing at my door
Guess this means you take back all you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
but here you are again
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go, yeah
Cause we belong together now,yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you
Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me,and honestly
My life would suck without you!
And here's the third: Over you
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
The final, to the person who was always there to help: Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you
Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.
Without you
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
I'm dying
Eew, life w/o 'I' is so horrid. 'I' is coming back tdy but i think phone still not returned. Lk so sad lor. Hais. I managed 2 live the past few days... Barely, but dying if i dun chat soon...
Oh well, I got a SMS from 'I' saying that 'I' is back. :) Finally no longer dying. 'I's' phone was returned for a few mins but got confiscated again for god knows what reason. Its so... la. Lol, feeling btr as I MSNed with 'I' 4 a while lor.
And 'JJ' got my cookie confiscated cos she was playing it when she was supposed 2 b studying 4 exam. Sheesh, now she refuses 2 get it back frm my dad 4 me. I dun think I'm eva gna get it back lor. OMG, I got it back anw... Lol, Its lk I've edited this post 3 times tdy... World record or sth
Oso, I 1 the W705 if its not laggy lk the few new SEs dat I recently owned... Tell me if it's laggy, those who used it. Thx. :)
Urgh, n Norton is lk messing up everything in my login la. All the websites now cannot log in. I dunno if its norton or IE8 budden... The thing oni happened tdy. Wonder wat's gg on...
Oh well, so life sux as usual. TTFN
Oh well, I got a SMS from 'I' saying that 'I' is back. :) Finally no longer dying. 'I's' phone was returned for a few mins but got confiscated again for god knows what reason. Its so... la. Lol, feeling btr as I MSNed with 'I' 4 a while lor.
And 'JJ' got my cookie confiscated cos she was playing it when she was supposed 2 b studying 4 exam. Sheesh, now she refuses 2 get it back frm my dad 4 me. I dun think I'm eva gna get it back lor. OMG, I got it back anw... Lol, Its lk I've edited this post 3 times tdy... World record or sth
Oso, I 1 the W705 if its not laggy lk the few new SEs dat I recently owned... Tell me if it's laggy, those who used it. Thx. :)
Urgh, n Norton is lk messing up everything in my login la. All the websites now cannot log in. I dunno if its norton or IE8 budden... The thing oni happened tdy. Wonder wat's gg on...
Oh well, so life sux as usual. TTFN
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