I havent blogged for such a long time. Just had the 3 most tiring days of my life. I suppose thats how I managed to forget about "I" altogether. I stopped missing her and things have been great. I spent about 15 days in Beijing during the hols and I really brought back a lot of stuff. Beijing wasnt much fun though...
I spent a boring Christmas and a boring new year.
So the past 3 days had been Orientation for the new students that have just came in. :) I was on photo duty all 3 days and really enjoyed it even though it was most tiring. :D I took about 700 over photos in the 3 days. But I feel that it wasnt a lot because I really took very little photographs on the 1st day. Day 2 and 3 had been way more interesting. :)
Life is tough and Im going to post a song here with the lyrics that I feel is interesting. :)
-- Zhi Yang
how can you see into my eyes like open doors. leading you down into my core where i've become so numb. without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home.
(wake me up. wake me up inside. i can't wake up. wake me up inside. save me. call my name and save me from the dark. wake me up. bid my blood to run. i can't wake up. before i come undone. save me. save me from the nothing i've become.)
now that i know what i'm without you can't just leave me. breathe into me and make me real bring me to life.
[chorus]
bring me to life. i've been living a lie there's nothing inside. bring me to life.
frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling. only you are the life among the dead.
all of this sight i can't believe i couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems. i've got to open my eyes to everything.
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here there must be something wrong. bring me to life.
[chorus]
bring me to life. i've been living a lie there's nothing inside.
bring me to life
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hello to all. I havent blogged in a really long time and have no idea why I am going back to blogging. :S
Anyway, on a far brighter note, yesterday had been one of the best days of my life. :) All thanks to 'I' as usual. <3
Anyway, the past month or so had went by in a breeze... Exams are over and the holidays are here... Oh well. Not much fun.. :(
I'll be going to China soon and I'll be so disconnected from the world. :( But Im going to bring my phone so spam me! xD
Ok, I got to go. BYE!
-- Zhi Yang
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sometimes, you will feel so friendless and alone. Its like even your best friend doesnt want you... Its like such a.... Emo feeling? T.T
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..
Stan: Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..
Stan: Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you, four hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..
Stan: Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; [*screaming*] Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad..
Eminem: Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his name was.. it was you Damn!
Its been so long since I last blogged. I really wonder why... The past few.. Weeks? Months? Have passed by so quickly that I barely noticed it passing. Windows 7 have been released and Im really looking forward to getting it along with a new computer that my dad promised. He also promised to get me an Adobe Master Suite 4 but Im thinking that he's making empty promises again.
I have this weird thing happening to me. The Sony Ericsson Satio has just came out but I dont seem to be interested in getting it. Its like new phones no longer appeal to me anymore. I think that shows that I have changed.
Some important person's birthday is coming up and I really dont know what to get her. Anyone reading this, please help to suggest...
I was just watching a video that someone did for his class of 2 years. They are now parting and I almost cried watching it. Its so touching. I really want to do 1 also. It really reminds you and your friends in future of the happy times that you spent as a class. I find that its more meaningful than doing a photo collage.
Hmm... I really got to go. Next time, I'll post a video here. That guy is really a jerk. Maybe worse. But I gtg. Byes
Hey, can you believe it? I've been in a relatively good mood for the past few days. :) I still am.
Ahhh.. I need to ask someone out. But probably not so soon... Hahaha, cant wait for new moon to come out! I really want to watch it! Ahhh, watch it with her ;D
Anyway, I've been sick for the past few days. The whole week only Thu I went to school. :)
Oh well, there's really nothing to blog about unless it includes complaining about Samsung.
Yesterday I went to Samsung to service my stupid phone. The service centre was so nice and empty compared to the Sony Ericsson one. There was literally nobody inside at all. :) They said that they will help me do a software upgrade which I was more then happy to let them do. They said that my phone would be ready for collection in an hour and it was! So happy. Finally the thing vibrates when SMSes come in. But the best thing is that the stupid Settings page still does not work half the time. :(
I want to go back to service it again today. Oh well... That is after I have finished with my hw. Oh, and the flash still does not work. I think it is the bulb that spoilt but the guy was so confident that it is only a software fault. So... He bloody make me waste my time cos I have to go back and repair the shit again.
Apple has much better customer service la! When you have a phone or iPod or Mac that spoils, they just change the whole thing for you, like they did to Amelia's iPhone. Hais, No wonder apple products never spoil. :D
I gtg, bye
P.S: I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK :D CAN GO SAMSUNG TO COMPLAIN. :D
P.S.S: Hmm... I wonder if this Samsung will be as shit as my beloved W705
Hmm... When was the last time that I blogged? Feeling so friendless, so emo... I really wonder why. The feeling of rejection... Wonder how it feels, want to feel it again. :( Hais. Life has it's highs and lows. Im having both at the same time. D:
Seriously cannot stand Clara Kong. She's such a wonderful teacher... I mean, she asks who has questions and I raise up my hand. So does a few other people. She says: Ok class, since there are no questions... Grr..
I really cant forget you! U're always on my mind. :'(. Im always so emo when I think of you. Now's one of those times. Seriously, I dont know what's happening either. ~
Have maths soon... Bye ~
-- Zhi Yang
Friday, September 11, 2009
Love Drunk lyrics
Top down in the summer sun The day we met was like a hit and run And I still taste it on my tongue The sky was burning up like fireworks You made me want you oh so bad it hurt But girl, in case you haven’t heard
I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover I’ll love you forever Forever is over We used to kiss all night Now it’s just a bar fight So don’t call me crying Say hello to goodbye
Cause Just one sip would make me say I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover Ill love you forever But now it’s over
Hot sweat and blurry eyes We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride The world stuck in black and white You drove me crazy every time we touched But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up Oh girl, you make me such a lush
I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover I’ll love you forever Forever is over We used to kiss all night Now its just a bar fight So don’t call me crying Say hello to goodbye
Cause Just one sip would make me say I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover Ill love you forever But now it’s over
All the time I wasted on you All the bullshit you put me through Checking into rehab is everything that we had Didn’t mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover Ill love you forever But now it’s over
I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover I’ll love you forever Forever is over We used to kiss all night Now it’s just a bar fight So don’t call me crying Say hello to goodbye
Cause Just one sip would make me say I used to be love drunk But now I’m hungover Ill love you forever But now it’s over
